My Royal Dilemma

Rejection

This must be some f*****g joke, why him. 

"cant it be anyone else, why is he my mate," I thought to myself running back to my room. Quickly packing my belongings, "I need to get out of here" I can't stay here, the mate pull is too strong, if I stay ill just end up begging him to take me. In that split second, I was jealous of that girl and I wonder what it would have felt like to pleasure him.

Tears start flowing down my face, I quickly wipe them off, double-checking if I have everything I headed downstairs for my departure. Luckily for me, Mandy was leaving today so I can catch up to them before they get far. 

I don't know how I am going to explain this to everyone back home what I'm sure about is that I will not give in to that asshole nor accept that I'm his mate, 

" hey can I go home with you," I asked Mandy

"sure come on, but why do you want to go home, I mean you didn't quit did you?" she said carefully studying my face, although she couldn't hold her own physically,  Mandy has great analytical skills.

" Long story but let's go," I said getting into the jeep and leaving the pack grounds 

Two hours into the trip and Deesse has been quiet, I half expected her to be fighting me for her mate but she seems down and disappointed. I understand her feelings no one should see their mate being given a blow and worse he is an unapologetic manwhore so I should not have had high expectations, to begin with

" Deesse are you okay your really quiet, do you regret not claiming him" I try to converse with her

"He just looked at us, he didn't even stop her, does he not want me" she whines and I can feel that she is in pain.

" No don't, we are not the problem, we are going to forget him and focus on... ahhhhh" I did not get the chance to finish my conversation when Mandy slammed her foot on the breaks, 

" Hey what's the deal, I could have been hurt you" I whine dramatically

" Look" she pointed towards a large mass in the road ahead, no that's not a mass that is a very pissed wolf. mega pissed alphas wolf, snarling at us you'd swear he had rabies 

wait that's the wolf from my dream and those eyes belong to him, what does he want, his actions made it clear what his decision was.

Slowly he started to s**t, a very painful bone-breaking process that take so much energy. Not only was this man undeniably hot but he is also gifted in the s****l department, which is huge and seems like he could do some damage. snap out of it savanna, this is not the time to think such things 

" who the f**k gave you permission to leave" he stated in a calm voice but every word seemed laced with venom, he sounded so dangerous 

"I quit the program, see the ..." Mandy started to explain

"not you, Savanna ANSWER ME" he starred right at me and anyone could see how he was losing his control. which meant his wolf is forcing him to be here.

His eyes, they look different, there's a dark void in them, pain but why is he in pain im there one who has to deal with him, not the other way around

" you don't need to know"  which came out more of a whisper

" I want to know, you belong to me and I tell you what to do" it seemed to me that every word that came from his mouth oozed with arrogance 

" I don't belong to anyone, how dare you, you selfish sorry excuse of a f*****g mate" I could see him lose it. At that moment I debated on running but he would catch me or just standstill. I chose to stand.

He charge at me, it took everything in me not to run. He grabbed my throat and lifted me.

" YOU. BELONG. TO ME. and if you don't willingly accept me I will take you by force" he stated 

"Let. go." I manage to get out 

and his grip loosened " Why me, you have your harem to keep you busy, I just want a nice mate to love and take care of me, keep me safe. you cant give me that, can you? I want someone to build me up and for us to grow together" at this point I'm on the verge of crying 

" I want a mate I can depend on and you can't do any of that. you take and take but never give, you're a parasite. I deserve a mate who respects me. but you " I'm in tears as I look at him 

" you are incapable of compassion, love, or respect and I deserve better than that " I plead 

" You think I wanted a mate, it's rare for royals to have mates, I liked my life as I can have anyone I wanted. No one dared reject me. any noblewoman would beg to be in your place but, you instead run" silence takes over and he just stared at me 

"Then after this, you will be free to go back to your harem and noblewomen" at this point I'm numb and I'm tired 

Deesse retreats back to my mind, she now sees what he is like. he is willing to keep me captive in order to get what he wants regardless of how I feel, or my well-being. He blames me for the bond. I need to sever my ties with him.

" I, savanna, Reject you Aaron as my mate" a sharp pain formed in my chest area it was so unbearable that I wanted to stop but I can, to need to finish this.

" I, Savanna, Sever my ties with the Royal pack and its Leaders"  That brought me to my knees, I was in pain but I did my part now all he needs is to accept it.