My Alpha, My Love

Episode 7 Julien

Being an alpha isn't something someone with a weak heart can do. I can feel the raw emotions of my pack members. When they fall in love, when they feel accomplished, when they're scared, but the strongest feeling is despair when they lose their mate.

I can feel the emotional distress coming from one of my pack members but I can't focus on that right now. Running through the forest towards the demon fae, my wolf coming out as I feel the fabric ripping off of my body and falling to pieces on the ground. The forest turns to a messy blur as my vision focuses on the mission ahead.

The demon fae are ugly creatures ranging in all shapes and forms. All fae are different, demon fae have a stench of death and rot, skin peeling off their bodies, eyes turned red, and overall looks of death.

Rage consumes them in every aspect and you cannot reason with them. No one knows where demon fae comes from, if they are born, created, or turned. They are strong creatures with only the intentions to kill.

"Grewellll-urghhh."

An ugly small red demon fae launches out of the tree aiming for my back. I snap out of my thoughts and kick myself into gear, letting my wolf take over.

I feel my nails dig into the ground as I lurched to the side barely dodging the attack. The fae lands on his feet facing away from me, leaving his back completely open. I growl and the fae and I aim for the neck. Bringing myself forward to end it in one swoop. Not leaving any time

I continue running towards the border to my pack.

As I'm finally coming up to the border between our land and no man's land I see about 25 demon fae of all different sizes and shapes. I see about 8 wolves from my pack and about 6 more will come that were on the training ground with me. We're out numbered but we have teamwork.

I take a moment to scan the area, some fae are small and will be easier to deal with. Some fare are medium sized ones but there are two giant demon fae. The one closest to me is as big as a semi, it has a long tail with spikes on the end, his face distorted with multiple faces on his body. The other large fae can fly with wings of a dragon and a lanky body of a snake.

I dart towards the heavy set fae as I mind link the pack "WE ARE OUTNUMBERED BUT WE ARE A PACK! TRUST YOURSELF AND YOUR PACK!"

I howl to mark my start of the fight, feeling the adrenaline pump through my body. My body and my wolf are excited to release some of this strength I have to hold back everyday. As I get closer to the giant fae I prepare to launch myself into the air, I leap onto the back of the beast.

"urghhgeRREGH!"

The beast yells out as it's swinging its arm and tail around trying to hit me. I bite down on its back as I'm unable to reach its neck. "URraaHHGhG!"

'Damn that isn't working!' I think to myself. 'All I'm doing is agitating it.'

The tail comes swinging my direction and I barely miss the spikes on the tail. I wait for the tail to come back around and bite into the part that doesn't have spikes. It tries to throw my body around with its long tail but I'm using his own body as leverage. Chewing into the tail and slowly ripping it off of its body.

"AAARRGGGKKKKK!"

Now I really made it mad, I ran around the giant fae waiting for an opening to attack its neck. I get distracted and see my beta over there fighting the flying demon fae, and most of the other ones have been taken care of.

'Snap out of it Julian focus!' I have to remind myself.

I hone back into my killing intent and I see an opening I lunge to the throat. I grab on with all the force I can muster as it grabs me with its arms trying to pull me off. I shake my head around ripping the flesh off the bone, until I finally hear, 'SNAP' as his neck breaks into two. The body slumps over onto the ground with a loud 'thump!' I try to spit all the meat and saliva out of my mouth. If you think they smell bad you couldn't imagine how they taste, disgusting. I step onto the fae body giving me more height to scan the field. I only see a few more smaller fae left and pack members are easily handling it.

I look over at my beta just in time to see his canines crunching into the neck of the demon fae. Watching as it's trying to push away in fear and all of a sudden go limp in defeat.

"Good job my beta," I say to him while mind link. I look around again and everyone is finally finished fighting these dreadful creatures, I look up and howl into the sky marking this battle complete. I turn back into my human form as well as the rest of the pack, a pack member runs up to me holding clothes to put on. "Thanks for the clothes." I say as I rush to put the clothes on.

The after part of the battle is always the worst part. I walk over to my patrol squad and they know exactly what...Who... I have to see. They take me over to the body of our pack member.

"Chloe.." I say trying to not choke up as I feel my wolf whimpering. I let the emotions of the pack run through me. All the rage, sadness, and confusion running through my mind is overwhelming. This is what it means to be an alpha, I have to be able to keep these emotions in check and be strong for my pack.

"Someone grab me a cloth, a towel or something!" I try not to yell but my emotions make that almost impossible.

Another pack member brings me a white long towel and I cover her up as much as I could, very gently I pick up her limp body. It would be a fast run in my wolf form but it would take me hours to walk home like this. I look at my beta and he transforms back into his wolf form so I can ride on his back.

I say to him not looking at him but the body in my arms instead,

"Let's head back home.."