After having the talk with my parents, I decided to figure out what I actually want to do. What I want to chase and also what I am interested in.
They also told me that they had agreed to have our coming of age party all together next week. It is a happy thing for us as our dreams came true but then we have a lot of dreams to pursue.
One of it is to find our mate and settle our lives with them. I always have one fear, what if my mate doesn’t want me? Will I also run mad like the rest that their mates rejects them?
Lives is always hard on us. I know what it feels like to be rejected because I was once rejected by someone close to me and it was the worst feeling I had ever experienced in my life. I will never wish someone that.
Today is finally Christmas and I am expecting Den and Aaron
