The blue moon Luna

The car journey home

The car journey home should only take a hour if there is no traffic. I was deep in thought with how today had planned out. Why would my father not let me sit in the meeting, that was the reason for me coming today, should I ask him why? Do I go against my dad and Alpha actions? Then there was Xavier.. his gay and future Alpha… the elders will not stand for that as they will want him to produce a heir to keep his line going, his in the same situation as me. Maybe we could be friends and work together to take the elders down and change their outdated ways?. Would Xavier want to help? Is he worried? All these thoughts going on and how do I act on them.

Alpha Rocco

When Shayla got in the car she didn’t even notice it was just and here, she hadn’t seen the Adam and Jackson had already left as something come up back at home. I could see the expression on her face constantly changing from upset, worry, anger, hurt even happy. What was going on in her mind? Why did she look so deflated when she was asked to go for a tour? Maybe it’s my own fault for letting her have false hope that she could take over the pack, that was never my intentions I just wanted her to be the best Luna for her Alpha one, as she will be mated with a Alpha she is strong, intelligent and beautiful and I know the moon goddess will give her a worthy Alpha.

When she came back with Xavier something was off they both looked distant, did something happen? Is that what it is? Did he try touch my little girl? I will kill him if he has. I need to find out but need let me anger subside first. We both sat for a bit longer in quite. I turned to Shayla and asked her what’s wrong. She didn’t say anything she just slowly looked at me, now I could see her eyes where dark nearly black she was angry… that boy has done something and I’m going to kill him I was angry now I was just about to tell Darius to turn the car around when Shayla asked “ why” through gritted teeth. I was taken back why what? Shayla was now fully facing me I could see the red in her cheeks when she gets so angry. Why did you make me go for a tour with Xavier, you said I was helping with pack duty, to train me to take over the pack. I sunk into the car, she was angry because she thought I was helping her to take over the pack. I calmly told her that she wasn’t able to take over the pack and that is the responsibility of a Alpha.. and that all this training was helping her to become a great Luna for her Alpha to help run her pack with the Alpha when her time comes. I guess that is not what she wanted to hear. She was now crying with anger, shouting “YOU SAID YOU WOULD TRAIN ME, YOU SAID YOU WOULD HELP ME TAKE OVER THE PACK”. Now I realise Shayla had got the wrong end of the stick… I wasn’t training her to take the pack I was training her to be a better Luna. The car stopped I assumed we was home as didn’t realise how long this debate had been going on for. Now Shayla was very angry, crying, and stuttering her words, I tried to calm her but she wouldn’t let me touch her… she opened the car door turned around with so much anger and shouted “I HATE YOU” slammed the car door and stormed into the house. I sat there in shock, but also upset and hurt… I would do anything to give her the pack she so desperately wanted but the elders wouldn’t allow it and they have final say because she is not a boy.

My wife my Luna come out the house and greeted me with a sad expression. She knew not to push for answer just yet and I will tell her in my own time, but I knew she didn’t like the fact we are arguing, our family is falling apart all because we didn’t have a boy, and that is a guilt she lives with everyday, it’s not her fault the moon goddess didn’t allow it and she must have her reason why. But I do hope they are a good reason as all this stress is putting a divide between my family