The Dream

Chapter 1 (Reflection)

*Sofie*

It was a regular night for me and my small family.

Me, my mom, my dad, Sally (my long-time nanny), and three other helpers (Joanne, Macy, and Catherine).

After dinner, dad went to his home office.

"Mom, I'll go to my room first", I said to my mom.

"Sure honey. Don't go straight to bed, okay?" mom replied and gave me a (you-know-what-I-mean) look.

I went out of the dining hall and went upstairs.

We live a quiet, wonderful and carefree life. Thanks to my great-grandparents' perseverance in our business a long time ago, what they started is now a world-renowned company.

My room is on the second floor. Once I arrived, I directly locked the door behind me. My room is just a regular aesthetic styled with pink, grey and black accents (BlackPink is my fave). It's not huge, just medium size and I like it. I'm not fond of large bedrooms.

I went straight to my computer to scroll over the social media gossip (marites) to burn some foods to avoid indigestion (out of a habit). I often had it when I was a kid because I like to eat, sleep, eat, and sleep routine. But when I turned 15years old 6years ago, my body mechanisms changed. Especially the works of metabolism are quite impressive on my body.

Time check: 7:03 pm

"It's time", I murmured to myself.

I got up on my feet and stretched myself a bit.

I went to my bathroom and slowly took my clothes off, including my undergarments, so I could get a good hot shower.

Placed my clothes on one laundry rack while my undergarments were on a different rack.

I don't like them being dumped on the same bag before being sent for laundry to our helpers. (I'm doing my laundry for my undergarments too)

Before going to the shower room, I found myself staring at my reflection in the full-length mirror. I do have a curvy petite body. Slightly big boobs, small waist at 25cm, thick buttocks and thighs, and long and slender legs. They say I'm a gifted and auspicious girl based on my appearance, living status, brains, and perfect family. I stood at 5'8ft, with a beautiful goddess-like face, a gorgeous body, but…but… but…

Suddenly, tears came rolling down my cheeks that I quickly brushed off.

"I can get through this" I positively said to myself.

I need to be strong to overcome this fvcking heartbreak that I'm in.

The man I've loved since high school left me for another woman that he got pregnant with whom he just met one and a half months ago. By the end of March of this year, he went to Singapore for a vacation in his older sister's place and that is where he met the little w***e who is a cousin of his brother-in-law. I could not give him what he wanted that could satisfy his lust. Thankfully, I made the right decision like I always did.

"Pathetic" I laughed to myself. "How dare he leave and choose that plastic b***h over me?" I asked my reflection. "Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, I sarcastically laughed "what a dickhead manwhore." I just laughed at the thoughts of myself for loving Josh for 6 years. I was blinded by his sweet gestures and a perfect boyfriend image for fvcking 6 years. Maybe we're too young for a serious relationship.

But now, that is enough. I've made him special for 6 years and there needs to be an end to all of the deceits that he committed throughout our relationship.

I shook my head and gave both of my cheeks light slaps and looked at my reflection again.

"I'm a queen and I don't need a king for me to run and handle my Kingdom. I'll let you regret for breaking my precious heart and for betraying me Josh Arthur Landers. I wholly reserved my body for you until marriage, but your itching c**k can't handle it any more. You had one chance and you wasted it on a garbage relationship." I proudly said to myself.

I have always known that Josh was a man w***e. But, I always believe that he'll change one day. I let him do it because I can't give myself to him yet. But what happened recently broke my heart.

I have given him the condition that we will continue our relationship and he will still support the child financially, which is not a problem for our families. But he chose the woman and the child. He said it was love at first sight. I don't think so, I guess It's f**k at First Sight.

"No more tears, Trin. No more," I added.

I stared at myself for another 30 seconds and went straight to the shower room. I've adjusted the shower to low heat just the way I love. I did a good scrubbing and rubbing my soft morena skin with my favorite vanilla-scented body wash. I stayed in the shower for about 40 mins.

I cried in between my bath but I promised to myself that this would be the last time that I will shed my tears for Josh.

After taking a shower, I dried my body with a towel and wrapped the towel around my hair. I wore my Nezuko outfit-styled robe and went to my vanity to dry my hair.

After drying my hair, I headed for my bed. I jumped on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I'll just wait for her at this moment. I know she's two hours away and she'll pick me up soon. After a few minutes, I could feel my eyelids getting heavy and I had lost myself to Hypnos.

-----Trivia-----

*BlackPink: - A popular Kpop girl group

*Marites- nickname for a person who loves gossip (Filipino version for American Karen)

*Nezuko- a demon anime character (Demon Slayer/Kimetsu no Yaiba)

*Hypnos- god of sleep in Greek mythology