The Broken Badass

The Broken Badass part-12

He left me. I tell him everything and he left me. It's been a week and a half and I have the same routine everyday wake up, do the paperwork for the gang, work out or go on kill sprees, take a shower, go to bed with an occasional cut here and there but I've gotten better at least. But still I'm pretty bad I've lost a bunch a weight I haven't eaten at all except water when I work out and alcohol at night to put me to sleep but that's it. And I have become a stone-cold b***h to everyone my friends have stopped talking to me and whenever they try I basically bite their head off. I'm just a full-blown reck. And I don't know what to do.

^^Jacks POV^^

   I left just like that. I don't know what I was thinking after everything she told me, my god, I'm a d**k. This entire week I've just been laying on my ass like a pig. But I made the decision to go back today and hopefully she can forgive me. I got into my car and started it up and drove to the house. I pulled up to the house and walked to the door. I put my key in and slowly opened the door. The place was a mess there were holes in the walls and floors and the couch had scratches in it there were even some dried blood spots leading up the stairs. 

"What happened here?" I whispered to no one in particular.

"Well look who decided to show up," a voice said I turned and saw Alex walking towards me.

"You got some nerve showing up here after what you did," she hissed at me.

"Look I know what I did was wrong but—," I was cut off by a slap to the face.

"Fück you slap hard!" I yelled.

"You do NOT get to come here and like you cared about what you did, do you know how hard it was for her to tell you everything, to tell you how she was r***d, abused, kidnapped, how she watched her child get murdered! Could you even imagine!" She yelled at me pure hatred in her voice I lowered my head in shame.

"You know what comes with me." I looked up at her confused but she was already walking up the stairs, slowly I followed. She stopped at Avery's room.

"Why are we here?" I asked her, she ignored me and opened the door.

Her room was destroyed it had holes in the walls blood everywhere and alcohol bottles on the floor. I walked to the bed and saw my sleeping kitten laying their arms cut up and red cradling a bottle of rum. She started to stir in her sleep.

"I swear whoever the fück that is better get the fück out of my room right now before I beat the s**t out of you." She said in a calm but frightening cold voice.

"Kitten," I whispered softly and she immediately woke up.

"What are you doing in here," she hissed at me.

"Please Kitten I'm so sorry you have no idea I know I'm an i***t and a d**k but please forgive me!" I even got down on my knees I was full-on begging for her and I saw her eyes soften. 

"I wish I could," her eyes hardening again, " but you hurt me more then anyone has more than Travis maybe I'll forgive you later but right now is not the time." And she walked away I had a hole in my heart as tears started to stream down my face. I got up and walked to my room and laid on my bed till a past out.

^^Averys POV^^

Saying that broke my heart but it was too soon for me I needed to take my mind of things I went in my closet to look for an outfit I went on my phone and texted Alex

To Alex

Alex -Avery

Yes-Alex

We're going clubbing tonight tell Taylor it's a girls night we're leaving in an hour-Avery 

Kk gurlll-Alex 

I didn't respond I kept on looking till I found the dress and grabbed a pair of heeled boots. I took them all to the bathroom and I took a shower I got out about 30 mins later and was smelling like coconut my favorite. I blow-dried my hair and lightly curled it to give it some waves I did my makeup and put on my clothes I went downstairs and asked if they were ready. 

"Coming!"I heard two female voices followed by heels on the floor.

They came down and looked great we all did. We were all wearing the same thing in different colors. I was wearing black, Alex was wearing white, and Taylor was wearing green.

"Damn girls!" we all said at the same time and we laughed it felt good to be me again. 

"Let's take the Lambo," I said.

"Yasss!" They screamed."Damn I love this car," was the last thing I said as I drove off. We pulled up to the club and got in. "I'm going to get a drink!" I yelled at them over the blasting music they both nodded. I walked over to a bar and sat down.

"Vodka please"

"Sure thing," the waiter said he came back as a man sat down.

"Hey pretty girl," he said as I took the shot.

" I'm not interested, can I get another!" I yelled to the Weiler who nodded.

"Come on don't be like that." He said as the waiter brought my drink.

"Can you just leave me alone?" I asked he touched my thigh my fücking thigh I looked down at his hand, I looked up and he looked fully innocent I took my drink.

"You have exactly 1 millisecond to get your filthy hand off me," I said starting to slur my words.

"You drugged me!" I yelled it or at least tried to, my worst slurring to barely being audible.

"Shhhhh you'll be fine soon devil eyes." He whispered into my ears.

Ah, s**t and I blacked out.