Those three words destroyed me. I ran towards the door not caring about the doctors and the nurses yelling at me. I had to see her, I was at her door when I was pulled back. "You can't go in there," a nurse told me, "I'm sorry, the most I can do for you is let you watch through the window." I nodded and she ran in. "Clear!" The doctor yelled. I watched as her lifeless body shook as electricity went through her, but she was still gone. "Come on. Clear!" I heard another yell still nothing. I prayed to any god that could be up in the sky to just let this girl live. "Clear!" There was nothing, seconds passed that felt like hours until I heard a beep followed by another. Until it was a beautiful pattern of her heart staying alive and fighting. A went into the room not caring that I was

