I tried to focus on the moment with Matthias. I was finally out of the pack house. Not to mention, one of my men took me out. How could I not at least be somewhat content? I must say though, while I was excited about being out of the house there was also a sense of dread... Shopping. I wouldn't even get out the SUV for the first place Matthias thought we should go to. "Alright, we're here." I stopped and gave a look to Matthias. "What?" "Look at the mannequins... I bet you they don't sell anything that even fits above my thigh." "How the hell would you know that?" "I just do. Lets try another store." We finally tried another that had different sized mannequins in their windows and I felt that store may be more inclusive. I jumped out of the SUV. I walked behind one of the twins as

