Miscarriage was the only thing I heard before everything went blank and my world shattered into a million pieces. I couldn’t believe it was happening to me.
I didn’t want this baby; I never wanted the seed of Ben to grow inside of me. His presence makes me sick, but then why does it matter so much to me? I shouldn’t care, then why do you want to keep it so badly?
I can’t lose it. It’s confusing and overwhelming, but I can’t imagine life without it now.
Everything went dark in front of my eyes as the words miscarriage through my mind. The thought of losing the baby I never wanted is now unbearable, and I find myself clinging to the idea of its existence. The conflicting emotions are tearing me apart, but deep down, I know I want to keep it.
“Stay with me; I will make everything right.”
