Let Me Be The One

Don't Know What To Say

Maski natapos na ang proyekto nina Miguel at Cassie, mapapansing parati pa rin silang magksama. Ang hindi malinaw kay Migue ay kung inamin na ba ni Cassie ang katotohanan an hindi sila magka relasyon. He wants to be a gentleman about it and let the lady speak.

Busy rin si Miguel para sa last swimming competitions nya, maaga itong umaalis para sa practice at ganun din sa hapon ang ikalawang part ng page-ensayo nito.

Miguel feels awkward to be near Maricar maski pa nami-miss nya na ito. Ang kulitan nilang tatlo ni Lyra. Baking sessions, at maging ang music jamming nila. Hindi lang mahilig si Maricar makinig sa music, marunong din itong mag gitara, keyboards, at kumanta.

Hindi na niya kinakaya ang pagka miss sa kaibigan. Ang maikwento ang mga bagay na nangyayari sa kaniya. Oo nga meron naman silang group chat nina Lyra at Maricar pero iba pa rin ang nakaksama nya ang mga ito. Si Lyra maski paano, naabutan nya sa bahay nila. But Maricar has been out of his radar.

Kinuha niya ang cellphone at nag type ng mensahe.

Miguel: "CARE, STILL UP?"

Dots appearing on the screen then it dinged.

Maricar: Yes

Miguel: "I'm here outside. Would join me? Or pagod ka na punta na lang ako dyan?"

Maricar: "Dito na lang tayo, I'm sure pagod ka na rin sa practices mo."

Miguel: Okay, I'm going in. See you in a bit.

Bumaba si Maricar upang pagbuksan ng pinto si Miguel. Although papapasukin naman ito ng security at makakaakyat sa kuwarto nya diretso. Hindi na rin napigilan ni Maricar ang damdamin na makita ito.

Pagbukas ng pinto ay bumungad kay Miguel ang naka pyjama nang dalaga. She's wearing the usual printed cotton pyjama of her favorite brand and a tank top. He grew up seeing her in various states of sleepwears like tonight. Her hair tied up in a messy bun. She's wearing her eye glasses.

He reached her and hugged her immediately. Smelling the top of her head. He held her tight.

"How have you been my Care bear?"

Natatawang sumagot si Maricar dito, "Okay naman ako. Bakit kung makayakap ka parang di tayo nagkita ng sobrang tagal?"

"Yes because one week na puro chat at video call ay sobrang tagal." Niluwagan na nito ang pagkakayakap sa dalaga.

"You want to eat?"

"No. I just want to hang around, lie down and just rest."

"Okay, room ko or room nyo ni Lyra?"

"Your room . I want to use your massage chair too."

Hinila sya nito papunta sa direksyob ng kwarto at inayos ang electric massage chair kung saan naupo ang binata.

Binuksan pa ni Maricar ang oil diffuser para lalong ma relax si Miguel.

Pumunta ito sa likuran bahagi ng upuan at sinimulan ang pagmamasahe ng ulo nito.

Maririnig pa ang mumunting pag ungol ni Miguel sa nararamdamang ginahawa.

Unti unti na syang dinadalaw ng antok.

Nagising si Miguel na nakaupo pa sa ngayon ay naka-off nang massage chair. Meron na syang kumot at unan. Nang lumingon ito sa gawi ng kama, wala roon ang dalaga. Nakita nyang nasa kalapit na settee ito nakatulog malapit sa kaniya.

Napaunat si Miguel at tumayo upang gisingin na lumipat ito sa kama. He felt so relaxed sa piling ni Maricar. He has been feeling the pressure and tension of the practice and swimming competitions in the past few days. Day after tomorrow is the last game and he's done with highschool swimming. Pinapag-isipan pa niya kung pagdating sa LA ay ipapagpatuloy nya ito sa kolehiyo.

Looking down at Maricar, he felt his heat skip a beat. His reactions to her had been different. Hindi nya alam kung paano ito ipo-proseso. But tonight, he needs to see her and be with her. He misses her terribly. Lumaki sila na sa bawat kibo ay andyan sila sa para sa isa't isa. Maski ang plano nila para sa hinaharap ay magkakasama pa rin sila. Natatakot si Miguel sa isipin na kung ang kaniyang nararamdaman para dito ay higit sa isang kaibigan ay masira ang napakatatag nilang relasyon.

"What if she likes Brent already? Will I let her? Baka naman nagseselos lang ako na may iba na syang pinapansin na lalaki bukod sa akin?" Tanong niya sa sarili.

He bent his knees ang looked at her face. "So peaceful and so innocent."

He was about to caress her face when he stopped and let out a deep sigh.

He gathered her and brought her to the bed. Alas-dos ng umaga pa lang. He contemplated on sleeping her, go home or go to his room in this house. Na maski minsan ay hindi naman niya nagamit. Parati silang inaabot ng magdamag sa mga aktibidad na ginagawa nila. Manood ng tv, games, swimming, barbecue, baking, at kung anu-ano pa.

He left a message for his parents on his way here and alam na nila malaki ang posibilidad that he may stay the night. And so, he decided to join Maricar in her bed.

Kinaumagahan, the two joined Maricar's parents in the kitchen. Uupo sana ang dalawa nang dumarating na rin si Lyra papasok ng bahay. Kasunod nito ang mga magulang na sina Mateo at Lanie.

Tumayong muli ang dalawa to great them and kiss their cheeks.

"Morning mom." Yakap ni Mateo sa ina. "Dad, morning." ganun din sa ama nito.

"Son, tinanghali ka ata ng gising ngayon. Ilan araw na 5am pa lang nakaalis ka na ng bahay?" Tanong ng kararating lamang na si Mateo sa anak.

"Yes, dad, walang practice today. Gym time lang for stretching mamayang hapon."

Sumagot naman ang ina nitong si Lanie, "Good! Family time pala tayo ngayon."

Si Lyra na syang paupo sa tabi ni Maricar matapos bumati sa mag-asawang Cruz ang sumegunda, "Mas masarap mag brunch dito kaya lipat bahay muna kami."

"Totoo yan, kaya dapat ata hanggang hapunan." ani Mateo.

Napangiti naman si Iggy sa tinuran ng matalik na kaibigan. "Gusto ko yan, puede tayo mag boys bonding ngayon kung ganun." Tinutukoy nito at drinking session. Sa dami ng kanilang mga trabaho, bibihira na ang ganitong pagkakataon.

"Tara na, we had the food brought in the lanai." pag-aaya naman ni Miracle.

Pagdating sa lanai, hindi inakala ni Maricar ang mala catering na ayos ng kanilang brunch. It was set up for her birthday which is today. Ang kaniyang debut party na inaabangan ng lahat maging sa mga society pages ay gaganapin sa darating na weekend. It will be held in the biggest ballroom of Hotel Vera.

"Happy Birthday!" Sabay-sabay na sigaw ng mga ito maging ang lahat ng kasambahay, bodyguards, at ang mga kapatid ni Maricar.

Napansin ng kambal ang bumabalong nang luha ng kaibigan dahil sa emosyon kung kaya inipit nila ito sa isang group hug na ikinatawa nito.

Matapos magkantahan ng birthday song at hipan ang cake, pinakain na ang lahat ng mga kasambahay, drivers, at bodyguards ng mga Cruz. Kasalo ng mga ito ang dalawang pamilya ng pinakamamayaman sa bansa.

"Maricar, hija, how about your party, ayos na ba ang lahat?" tanong ni Lanie kay Maricar.

"Yes po tita. You know nanay, lahat to the last level of detail plantsado na po niya." masayang balik nito.

"But I heard there's this guy in your batch..." dugtong nito nang marinig na nabubulunan si Iggy.

"Iggy, narinig mo lang na may "guy" ano na nangyari sa'yo?"

"Ha? Wala naman. Medyo nasamid lang ako." Namumula-mula na si Iggy na sumagot. Lanie and Miracle chuckled.

Si Miracle, "Ganyan talaga kasi nung araw alam mo naman gaano ka sikat sa mga babae itong si Iggy. Kaya ayan, kinabahan siguro. Syempre unica hija."

"Aba, wala akong iniisip na ganyan. Malaki kaya ang tiwala ko dito sa aming prinsesa." Pagmamalaki pa ni Iggy. "Pero dun sa mga boys na aaligid sa kanya, hindi ako tiwala."

Maricar gave out an exasperated sigh. "Tay, change topic. Birthday ko today. You musn't grill me."

Ipinaikot ni Maricar ang tingin sa palibot. Ito ang mga taong importante sa kaniya at masaya na sya sa oras na ito. Hindi na kailangan ang malaking party. Pinagbigyan lang niya ang ina sa gusto nito. Pero dito sa lamesang ito, kumpleto ang mga taong minamahal.

Doon nagtama ang mga mata nila ni Miguel. He is intently looking at her. Parang may itinatanong ito sa kaniya na hindi nya makuha.

MARICAR'S DEBUT PARTY

Sa estado ng buhay ng pamilya Cruz, inaasahan na ang pagdating ng mga kilalang tao sa industriya ng negosyo at pulitika. Maging ang mga celebrities tulad ng endorsers ng kanilang sikat na mga brands ay imbitado sa kasal. Maging ang mga press ay naroon din sa intensyong makasagap ng balita hindi lang tungkol sa kaarawan ni Maricar kundi na rin ang sa mga sikat na dumalo rito.

In the grand ballroom of Hotel Vera is a magical themed garden with celestial and star theme. The huge stage was adorned with lights, crescent, stars, and balls. The color motif is midnight blue.

Hindi maikakailang napakalaking halaga ang inilabas ng mag-asawang Cruz para sa kanilang unica hija.

The emcees announced the start of the program, ang lahat ay nakatutok sa stage kung saan ang grand entrance ng debutante ay inaabangan.

"And we now present you, our debutant, "Maricar Kaye Cruz!" isang malakas na announcement ng mga emcees.

Nagdilim ang paligid, tanging ang mga ilaw na animo at mga bituin sa langit ang nakaikita sa buong paligid hanggang ang isang bilog na dekorasyon ang umikot sa stage na kung saan habang umaandar ay naging crescent shape.

Nakasandal sa loob niyon si Maricar. Wearning a blue gown in various shades of blue, adorned with gold flecks and Swarovski stones. She is wearing gold jewelries in stars and moon design. Her hair twisted up, revealing her long neck, the feminine features of her jaw and small face.

Tumayo ito at lumakad papunta sa harap ng stage. The guests started to a big applause on her entrance. Maricar looked to her left. There on the stage is Miguel in tuxedo, his escort for the night.

MIGUEL

It's as if time stood still and he was entranced by the beauty in front of him. While the big orb on stage was turning, he was focused on the angelic face of this celestial beauty. Si Maricar na lumaking kasama nito mula pagkabata hanggang sa oras na ito. Even in her simplicity, he knows she's a beauty, but tonight, Maricar is magical.

Her transformation from the teenager he knows to well to this lady who had been haunting his mind the past few weeks left Miguel in trance. Sa dami ng tao ngayon sa piging na ito, ang tangi nyang naririnig ay ang sariling t***k ng puso. Di alintana ang malakas na palakpakan ng mga tao. Lumakad si Maricar patungo sa harap ng entablado. Ngumiti ito habang nakatingin sa harapan. Dahan dahan itong tumingin sa kaniyang direction.

They're eyes met. In that instant, his heart skipped a beat.

Tinawag ng emcee ang pangalan niya sa mikropono upang ipakilala bilang escort ni Maricar sa gabing iyon. Iyon ang gumising ng kaniyang diwa mula sa tila isang panaginip sa gabing ito.

With his charming smile, Miguel walked towards Maricar in the middle of the stage. Not letting go of their locked eyes. When he's beside her, she was looking up to him. He took her hand and brought it to her lips.

"Happy birthday, my dear." Mahina nitong sinabi ngunit sapat na para marginig ito ni Maricar.

"Let's get this on. Thank you for being with me here. I'm really scared right now." Nakangiting sagot nito sa lalaki. Hindi ipinapahalata ang kabang nararamdaman sa mga nakamasid.

"I got you, always. Don't worry." He smiled at her.

And then she smiled back to him.

Sa huling sayaw ang eighteenth rose, nakamasid si Miguel sa pares na nasa gitna ng stage. He was the eighth dance sa sequence ng 18 roses nito. Una ay ang kaniyang ninong Iggy, ang kaniyang amang si Mateo, ang mga lolo at mga kapatid ni Maricar ang kaniyang sinundan. Sumunod ay mga pinsan nito at ilang mga sikat na artista at local celebrities na endorser ng fast food brands ng pamilya nito.

Ngayon ay pinapanood niya si Maricar. Smiling towards a guy he is starting to dislike. Brent said something to Maricar that made her chuckle and made his blood boil.

Matapos ang sayaw ng mga ito, nagkomentaryo pa ang mga emcees kung ang binata ay special someone ni Maricar.

Miguel's jaw were set, hiding his disgust. Nilapitan nyang muli ang dalaga. Hindi pa man lubos na natatapos ang tugtog para sa set ni Brent ay nagsimula na syang lumakad sa pares. The two were about to stop the dance and Brent was about to lean towards Maricar to kiss her cheeks when Miguel subtly intervened. He was smiling towards Brent upang hindi nito mahalata ang munti nyang pamamagitan sa dalawa.

Maricar was a bit surprised at his action. Si Brent naman ay walang napansin at bagkus pa na kinamayan at tinapik ng bahagya ang braso ni Miguel na nakangiti sa lalaki.

Hanggang sa matapos ang gabi ay halos di na nilubayan ni Miguel ang dalaga.

Maging si Lyra ay napansin ito. Nagpapalit si Maricar ng damit para sa ikalawang set ng programa ng piging na iyon kung kaya si Miguel ay naghihintay kasama ng pamilya sa presidential table.

"Hey brother, what's with you tonight? If looks could kill, Brent would be dead by now?" Panunudyo nito.

"What are you saying?" Patay-mali pa nitong sagot.

"We're twins, I can feel you were shooting daggers his way. Don't even try to deny it." Dagdag pa nito.

Sa seryosong tono, humarap si Miguel sa kakambal, "Lyra, tell me now. Boyfriend na ba ni Care itong si Brent?"

"Bakit, wala pa bang sinasabi sa'yo si Car?" she answered nonchalantly, focusing on the dessert in front of her.

"Anong..." he was about to ask his twin nang biglang isang malakas na announcement ng pumutol sa kaniyang sasabihin. That moment, Brent approached him and Lyra and sat on an empty chair near them.

Maricar was coming out of the stage and will present a song number while playing a guitar. She is now wearing a silver tight bustier sheer gown.

Maricar started strumming her guitar. She started the song to Jose Mari Chan's A Love to Last a Lifetime.

Miguel is familiar enough of his best friend's great voice and musicality. It wasn't a surprise to him.

What surprised him was the newfound confidence she was showing on stage. She opened here eyes and uttered a portion of the lyrics looking at the direction towards them.

"As for me there's only one dream

And that's to love you, my love

With a love to last a lifetime"

Hindi napigilan ni Miguel na mapatingin sa kalapit na si Brent. Tumigin din ito sa kaniya, nakangiti, "She's really wonderful, one of a kind. Just so easy to love the girl." Ibinalik nito ang tingin sa stage kung saan kumakanta pa rin si Maricar.

The night was successful and ended on a high note. Pero bakit sa pakiramdam ni Miguel, hindi sya masaya sa mga nangyari. He was on the highs and lows of emotions tonight. Lalo lamang gumulo ang nararamdaman at mga katanungan sa sarili.

MARICAR

Sa isang VIP suite ng Hotel Vera nakapag-palit na ito sa damit pantulog. Napakaraming regalo ang nasa loob ng kwartong iyon. Ang iba pa ay dinala ng kaniyang yaya Medy sa van upang iuwi nito. Samantalang siya at ang kaibigang si Lyra ay doon sa hotel matutulog.

Nasa loob ng banyo ang dalaga nang buksan ng bodyguard nitong si Mario ang pinto ng kwarto at papasukin ang kambal na Vera. Kasunod pa ng mga ito ang isa pang bodyguard na si Lito tulak tulak ang isang cart ng may mga taklob na pagkain.

Syang paglabas ni Maricar mula sa banyo, nagliwanag ang mukha nito nang makita ang mga kaibigan.

"Car, it was a good party! Congratulations you survived it." Yumakap pa si Lyra sa kaibigan.

Natawa si Maricar sa bati nito, "I did!." Sa likod ni Lyra ay si Miguel na kung saan inabot din nito ang kamay nito at pinisil. Lumayo sya ng bahagya sa pagkaka -akap sa kaibigan at tiningnan ang kambal.

"Thank you sa inyong dalawa for always being there for me."

Sa oras na yun ay tunog ng doorbell ang umagaw ng ng kanilang atensyon. Thinking it could be her bodyguards with more gifts to bring, she opened the door.

Si Brent ang bumungad sa pinto ng suite.

Sa pagliwanag ng mukha ni Brent kasabay ang pagdilim ng mukha ni Miguel.

"You're here. Come in." pagbati niya sa dumating.

"I'm just here to say goodbye to the birthday girl. I'll be leaving tomorrow for UK. College life awaits. But I want to spend as much time with my family there before anything else." Bagaman ang ama nito ay Pranses samantalang ang ina nito ay isang Pinay nakabase ang pamilya ng lalaki sa UK .

Lumabong sa mukha ni Maricar ang lungkot at lumakad patungo kay Brent at niyakap ito ng mahigpit. "I'll miss you but we'll see each other soon, okay?"

Na ikinataas ng kilay ni Miguel.

"Okay, I'll go ahead." Paalam nito.

"Will go out with you, I cannot find my cellphone. I might have left it in my room." Habol ni Lyra.

Naiwan si Maricar at Miguel sa kwarto. Si Maricar naman ay sinisimulan nang alisin ang mga takip ng pagkarin na nasa cart.

"Kain tayo?" pag-aalok nito sa binata. "Hindi ako nakakain kanina."

Tinabihan naman ni Miguel ang dalaga ngunit hindi ito kumuha ng pagkain kundi isang baso at pinuno lang ito ng juice.

"Go ahead. Mag juice lang ako. I'm full."

He is now intently looking at his glassful of juice.

Sinimulan naman kumain ni Maricar. Dahil sa gutom ay tuloy tuloy lang itong kumakain.

She can sense Miguel's deep sighs.

"Joaquin, may problema ka ba?" tumigil ang dalaga sa pagkain.

Napatingin naman ang binata dito. "Huh? No. Wala. Kumain ka lang."

Iniharap ni Maricar ang sarili sa binata at hinawakan ang baba nito at iniharap sa kaniya. "May problema ka. Ano?"

Miguel was just looking into Maricar's face. His face softened at the sight of her. "Just finish eating, Care."

Binitiwan naman nito ang kaibigan at hinarap ang pagkain. "Okay kung ayaw mong sabihin. Sino ba naman ako diba? Hindi naman ako si Cassie na girlfriend mo. Kaibigan mo lang ako..."

Hinawakan ni Miguel ang braso ni Maricar, "Hindi kita kaibigan lang. Okay? You're very important to me."

Binitiwan naman nito ang braso niya para maipagpatuloy ang pagkain. Ganun pa man, ramdam ni Maricar na may hindi ito sinasabi sa kaniya.

"Next week we leave for LA." Basag ni Miguel sa katahimikan. "I didn't know you were planning to meet up with Brent in UK. When are you planning to..." Pinutol din nito ang pagtatanong kay Maricar. Sa isang malalim na buntong hininga, hindi maikakaila sa sumunod na tono ni Miguel ang pagkainis sa sa susunod nitong tinuran.

"Are you and Brent in a relationship? Boyfriend mo ba sya?"

Eksaktong umiinom si Maricar nang tanungin iyon sa kaniya ni Miguel. The water went into the wrong pipe na ikinasamid nito. Sunod sunod ang naging pag ubo ng dalaga. Maluha-luha ito sa sakit na naramdaman. Hinahagod naman ni Miguel ang kaniyang likod sa pag-aalala dito.

"We're not, Joaquin." Halos paos na boses na isinagot ni Maricar dito.

Iniabot naman nito ang tubig sa dalaga. "Sorry." Kinuha ito ni Maricar ngunit di uminom. Hinawakan lang nito ang baso.

Inilibot naman ni Miguel ang mata sa napakaraming regalo sa kwarto nito. Tumayo ito at kinuha ang isang malapad ngunit manipis na blue box.

"I hope you'll like my gift." Inabot nito kay Maricar ang regalo.

"I'm sure I'll like it. Can I open it now?" Excited na sabi ni Maricar.

Tumango naman si Miguel, "Go ahead."

Maricar pulled out the golden ribbon and removed the top cover of the box. Nagliwanag ang mukha nito nang makita nag laman sa loob.

"Wish-a-lot Care bear! Name a star..." Kinuha agad nito ang isang stuff toy ng isa sa paboring karakter sa cartoon series. A sheet of paper in the box which looked like a certificate has the name "MariCare

"I had one star named after you. You're always there for me, like wishes that always come true. Happy birthday."

"These are really special. Thank you, Joaquin." Napayakap pa ito sa binata. Miguel wrapped his arms around Maricar too.

MIGUEL

Sa buong gabi na hindi maipaliwanag ni Miguel ang nararamdaman, pumayapa ang kanyang isip ngayong nasa bisig si Maricar. Hearing from her na walang itong anumang relasyon kay Brent, a primal force in him is rejoicing. May kung anong ligaya ang bumalot sa kanyang puso.

"Am I jealous of Brent?" tanong nya sa sarili, "Yes, I am" sagot din nya.

"Care..."

Maricar, still wrapped in his arms, looked up to him. Their eyes locked. His breathe hitched, his eyes searching the depths of her soul. Looking deeper for answers. When he finally saw what he was looking for, he lowered his head to hers. With eyes closing, his lips getting closer to her. Without hesitation, he brushed his lips unto her.

Sa unang pagdampi ng kanyang mga labi dito, buo sa look ni Miguel na ang nararamdaman kay Maricar ay higit pa sa isang kaibigan. He's loved her all his life and it took the possibility of loosing her to another guy to realize the jealousy he felt was more than just a jealous friend.

"You're mine, Care." He whispered in between the kiss.

Her response to his kisses were tentative at first. Shy even. But when he deepened the kiss, Maricar started to respond boldly this time. Her hands at the back of his head are now pulling him down.

Miguel's hands started to move lower around her back, now cupping her behind to bring her to his lap. Now straddling him, their mouth at level of each other. Mas naging mapusok at mainit ang palitan ng halik ng dalawa.

Maricar can now feel underneath him the hardness of Miguel's maleness. Nagsimulang makaramdam si Maricar ng pag iinit sa parteng iyon ng kaniyang katawan and starts to grind her now wetness to his arousal.

Miguel's hand starts roaming Maricar's body. He pushed his palms inside her top and palmed her breasts. Pinching the hard nubs underneath his hands. This made Maricar feel something wilder that a soft moan left here lips. Ipinagpatuloy naman ito ni Miguel. Causing Maricar to grind harder on his now very hard shaft.

Sa loob ng athletic sweatpants na suot ng binata, hindi maipaliwanag na sarap ang dulot ng bawat kibo at pagtama ng pang ibaba ng dalaga. He can feel the heat coming from between her legs as she grinds on him. Maricar lifted her head and continued to grind on him. Miguel now kissing her neck travelling down to her neck and now playing the hard nubs on each of her breasts. His other hand reached between.

Pushing his hand inside the waistband of Maricar's soft pyjama then finding the wetness that is making Miguel crazy with need. He moved his fingers rubbing her folds and finding the center of her need, he continuously encircled his fingers there.

Napasabunot si Maricar sa buhok ng binata. It's as if reason has left her. The only thing she feels is the need that Miguel has awaken in her. She's feeling a rising need in the middle of her womanhood that only pushing herself in Miguel's hardness can satisfy but not enough. When Miguel's fingers opened her folds and rubbed her in her most sensitive spot, she lost all thoughts.

"Joaquin..." Miguel heard his name that only she has been calling him ever since.

Lalo itong nagpalakas ng yumayabong na pakiramdam kay Miguel sa papaparamdam dito ng kanyang saloobin. He has been yearning for her in the last few weeks of the school year. Hindi bago kay Miguel ang pisikal na aspeto sa pagitan ng isang lalaki at babae. He had some experience in his young life.

"Come for me, Care." His mouth went back to her lips.

Ipinasok ang kaniyang dila sa bibig nito kasabay ang ganun ring pagpasok ng kaniyang daliri sa ibaba nito. He strummed his fingers in her core giving her the pleasure she has been trying to look for as Maricar rocks on her. He is so hard he wanted to strip her naked and enter her wetness and heat.

He can feel Maricar's wilder movements now and her moans silenced between their mouths her breast brushing against his body. Maricar tensed arching her lower back as she shatters in his hand and mouth.

MARICAR

"Joaquin..." the smell of him, the taste of him. His presence all over her. His finger and mouth inside her. She has never been this overwhelmed.

As if a dam has been opened, spilling all the unsaid feelings she has for this young man under her giving her pleasure as he played his wetness and heat.

"Come for me, Care." Suddenly his mouth is back in her lips. His tongue delving to invade all her mouth as if claiming his territory inside it.

Showing him her true feelings, she rocked harder towards him. His finger thoroughly strumming her most sensitive bud between them, she's reaching a peak she's never been to before.

Arching her back as waves and waves of sensations flooded her body, she came in his hands and her moans into his mouth. Her walls tensed in his fingers inside her and shatters in pleasure.

MIGUEL

Miguel had to move himself to adjust his hard shaft away. Wanting nothing but to thrust himself inside Maricar, he stopped himself. Still feeling Maricar's walls tightening in his fingers, her wetness in his palms, her lips soft in his, her frantic breathing making her chest rub her breast on his. He savored this moment.

Looking intently into her face, he will never forget this look. The innocent beauty he has known ever since with heated cheeks from the passion they just shared. She opened her eyes slowly showing the fire that he knew he placed in there. Suddenly replaced by confusion in her eyes. She started to move and remove her hands from him.

Hindi naman inaalis ng binata ang kanyang mga bisig mula dito. Napatingin si Maricar nang maramdamang muli ang kanyang kamay na nasa pagitan pa rin nila. Seeing his bulging hardness as she looked down. Sinubukan muli nitong gumalaw para umalis sa pagkaka upo sa kanya. Nang hindi ito makaalis nang pigilan nya. Itinakip nito ang mga kamay sa mukha.

Miguel chuckled. "Don't you hide yourself from me."

"J-oaquin... uhm." Napasinghap pa ito ng sadyain nyang muling diinan ang daliri sa sensitibong bahagi nito.

"No..." Ngunit iba ang sinasabi ng katawan nito. Inalis naman ng binata ang kanyang kamay mula sa loob ng pang-ibaba ng dalaga. Ngunit hindi pa rin niya hinayaan itong umalis.

"Look what you did to me. Blue balls and all." Napatingin naman si Maricar sa nakaumbok pa rin nyang hinaharap. Wala itong nasabi at bagkus namula ng husto.

He gathered her face under his neck while his chuckle is starting to make him laugh.

"I'm sorry. I-i.." Hindi alam ni Maricar ang sasabihin.

"Sshhh. Do you regret what happened?" Tanong ng binata. His chin resting on her head now.

Pikit pa rin ang mata ng dalaga. "No. I don't know."

Miguel touched her chin and lifted her face to her. "Open your eyes and look at me."

Ibinuka nito ang mga mata. "I need to leave your room now because there is nothing I want right now but to be inside you and make you feel how much I don't regret what happened here. We need to talk about this sooner rather than later. But not tonight. Okay?"

"Okay, Joaquin."

"Okay." He quickly gave her a smack in her lips.

He moved stood up and left her there.

"I'll wake you up for breakfast." Habol pa nito at isinara ang pinto.