My storm

chapter 4

what a life just keeps driving me insane and rammed into the wall as Alejandro release a pent-up breath like he was being suffocated well so much for the day as he left to take a shower to blow off steam for some reason his mind kept wandering off like his mind was playings mind games like his id ,ego and alter ego were messed up but he knew had to deal with it some how

he ordered from Starbucks and steak house cause eating noodles and waffles didn't seem right to him for some reason he then logged in to his social media accounts to check and as usual his followers increased and so did his comments section filled with absurd words but he didn't seem concerned or reacted to any of them in order not to draw unnecessary attention to himself as he'd had enough of that already in school and didn't need one at any moment he just wanted to be normal or naive like snapshot without a care in the world just then his deliveries came in almost at the same time which saved him energy of opening the door twice he thought to himself as all days work was weighing on him but his will and assertiveness kept him going for something he really wanted staring at his daily routine to succeed he obeyed one of them figuring it was the right time

he then decided to call his baby girl but she didn't pick up which was weird but he didn't expect her to be at his Beck and call when ever he wanted he thought to himself as he knew berl deserved some one better may be a prince charming or a guardian angel in form of a human cause he knew he wasn't the best

he soliloquized while stuffing feeding the last stake to himself just then his phone pinged and her message came as she explained why she couldn't pick his call and talk later , deep down he hoped she wasn't angry at him for rejecting her invitation of coming in cause berl was like an angry bird she never talked to anyone when angry which made it hard for one to realise or acknowledge she was mad at them which he'd learnt to understand while being with her

he remembered how he purposely bumped into her scattering her belongings like in the movies and him keeping him one of her things to be able to initiate another conversation with her and him borrowing her things , switching their belongings and hanging around her often just so to get her attention truely stalkhode syndrome does work he knew one day she won't want to be with him anymore because of his past and he didn't worth her love in anyway for a day would come where she would probably hate him or won't even want to look in to his eyes because it might hurt too much but he told himself this was highschool and we would change and make mistake but we were still young and only live once but all this he did was for the last words he made to claim her as his