We had a wonderful time at the lake with our twins. It felt so good to be able to relax. I know Chase is still concerned with this strange bond between Jacob and me but I have to trust the goddess as she knows what she is doing. I have not told Chase but at times it seems I can see images of places. It seems fuzzy at the moment and for some reason, I feel they are places Jacob has been to. I also see faces of people and wolves I have never met. What this is all about? Only the Goddess knows. I just have to be patient and see what happens. As long as Chase stays alive. He keeps making promises to stay alive, but I nearly lost him two times. I keep praying to the Goddess that we will have forever together. Today is a gloomy day with lots of rain outside so I am feeling pretty bored with Cha

