Jonathan POV
I woke up from a nightmare again. Since Asteria left I've been having them every night. I see a large wolf with red eyes chasing her through the forest. I stand there, watching her run, unable to make a move. The moment the wolf catches her I wake up, sweating every time.
I shouldn't let her go by herself, I should be there, protect her.
I know that I am just a human, I’m no match for god but I hate feeling helpless. I need to be with her.
Growing up I never felt a bond with anyone, not even with my parents. I felt like they were strangers, especially now, when they decided to disown me. But with Asteria I feel a deep connection, like we are siblings, I feel so protective over her it causes me insomnia.
And yet I let her go all by herself.
I sighed and dragged myself out
