*Trigger Warning : Self-Harm* Alvin just had coffee with Rick at a local coffee shop called The Cup. They went straight home afterwards and, like usual, Alvin arrived home at an empty house. He went to the kitchen and found his dinner on the table and a note from the housekeeper. Apparently, Alvin's mom called for her so she had to leave. Instead of taking his meal, he went straight to his room and laid in bed. The feeling of being alone was not new to him, and it was more painful to think that he was used to it. The earlier feeling of being appreciated was gone, the attention he received from Rick was contrast to what he receives at home. But he knew too well not to complain. Instead, Alvin opened his bedside drawer and looked for his pocket knife. This was a new one because his pare

