Thailand is quite an interesting country. Multicultural kingdom, open people, beautiful landscapes.
It is like a different world. More open, more accessible.
At the same time, much more mysterious. I am enjoying our trip here.
Our stay should be calmer.
The local temple is in the wild.
Forgotten ... Like a God to whom she was consecrated. once crowds of believers ... Whole tribes.
" I have not seen you for a long time. Nice to finally see your face." -Said the Wolf
"Lykorousi?" - I've said suprised - "How nice to see that even though you haven't forgotten me."
" We all stayed. The goddess may not be with us anymore ... But we will never leave you."- Wolf explained clamly
" A very bold statement. So it's probably time to awaken the temple and put you back in service."- I've replied
"I'm honored. I did not think that I would ever get this honor again."- the wolf said semingly excited
"You know a lot has happened since then. When I was driving here, I expected an abandoned temple ...
Finally you ...."- I've explained slowly
"You had no choice. Without a goddess by your side, you would be considered a usurper. it wouldn't help anyone at all." - He explained reaching for my hand
" Yes, but without our help ..."- I've replied ashamed.
" Important that you came back. In addition, you offer me a position, even though you did not have obligations to us.I am honored as a leader."- He replied geting closer and talking slowly and calmingly
" How could I do otherwise. This land belongs to the Lycans. Despite having a temple
I'm just a guest here. I'm glad to hear that the guard has become the chief. I remember our adventures." - I've explained welcoming his afection
"I'm still free."- He replied teasingly
" If you find someone to replace you, there will always be a place in my host." - I've said winking
"The temple guard, leader and partner of God?"- He said with a smle on his face
"If you don't mind sharing."- I've said getting even closer.
" Let me guess. FISK?" - He replied laughing
"What else." - I've said ignoring his laugh
" This boy is your Achilles' heel." - he said with slight tik of jealousy
" Pot meet kettle. I'm tired. I will spend the night at the temple. You can always join me." - I've replied and kissed him
" I do not dream of anything else."- he said with excitment
" In the morning I will go to Bangkok. You take care of the preparations to join us.
Do not rush. I would love to rest. now it's time to go to the chambers."- I've explained
" Lead it."- He said
Besides the fact that I am pleased with his presence, his person can help Likaonia
in dealing with the Lycans. I trust them more than people.
They also have a better community. Matriarchal with an alpha male.
Everyone knows their place. He fulfills his dreams, develops his talents.
He takes care of himself as if he were the other. Stranger or yours. They will not leave when in need.
have been through a lot. They lost the Goddesses. They survived wars and disasters.
The time has come for their power and glory to return.
The vaults and tunnels of the temple will be perfect for development.
I owe them so much ... I owe him ....
But i digress.
i should concentrate on the maters at hand.
It's funny.
I came here for an cultural expert.
And im gonna leave with a whole tribe under my leadership.
Lykorous and Chiang Nai.
Two birds with one stone.I never thought that...
Coming back here brings back memories.
And thats bad...
I am here to make the world better place.
How can i do that with the Memories of their acting?...
I am supose to be their guardian. To help them. To save them from them selfs...
Doubts...
How do i hate that.
Am i really the one?
I am here on earth from the start.
I saw them.
How there are.
how they act.
Am i really ready to sand my ground?
How many times i helped them just to be backstabed?
No i can't . If i keep this doubt .... He will wake up...
But how am i suppose to keep straight face seing them how they are.
Manipulating. Faking.Cheating. Lying.How do you even?
Im not even human. Why do i care?
I came from far away.
Maybe my past and the fact that my home is gone are the reasons?
My head hurts.
An alien working for alien councile on a project with a planet of living creatures that can be destroyed in a blink of an eye .
Why do i care?
Why do i defend them? Why do i fight for them?
I do not get myself sometimes.
Likaonia. Peace.Prosperity.
And all of those ppl.
Why do they trust me?
Why do they follow me?
Here buddism is the main thing. But the liberalism is even bigger than in europe.
Its a diffrent world.
Full of suprises.
Do i want the world to be like that?
So free. So open.
I am here to lead them but do i really know how to do that?
Do i really know what i want?
How i hate decisions.
I have to move on or my head will burst.