I get pulled out
of my delirium by Janet, my
friend. She's a pretty blonde bombshell
with striking green eyes and a nice physique
, much different from my boring features. I have brown
hair and dark blue eyes that hardly show up at all. "Lauren!"
I hear her high pitch voice from across the room. Guys turn when they
look at her, all clearly attracted to her. They all like her. Like her, like her.
She gives me a tight hug, asking me how I've been. I say I'm fine. We've
known each other for years, but still our conversation is as lackluster
as ever. This is her party I'm currently in. We make boring small
talk as I continue staring at the man, now sitting in the
opposite side of the room. Her eyes roam to
where I'm staring. "Oh so I see, wow he's
good looking." Yes, he is. And
I want him to notice me.