I took a deep breath before parking my car outside the bar. I need to drink to freshen up myself. Just for a while... I want to forget everything... him and her. I just want to think about myself. I went straight on the bartender and ordered my usual drink. "Irish Car Bomb, please," I say. Irish Car Bomb is a cocktail drink where you need to drop a shot glass full of Irish whiskey and cream into a stout cocktail glass. You drink it like that. Simple isn't? But the Irish Car Bomb is considered as a hard drink. I need a hard drink to make me forget everything. I stare at my drink as I started to think about everything that happens in my life these past months. I smile bitterly as I realize how big the changes that happen in my life. Before I'm happy, to be able to annoy him; to irritate t

