Hayden p.o.v
I denied the wish a hundred times, to not go there. I don't want to go there, yeah I said to myself. I don't want to see him, these all feelings are just making me crazy. I am so confused, i don't know how to handle this all. My mind is disturbed by his thoughts, that man is all over my senses. I don't want to think about him, but his thoughts are not going away. I was thinking about him, standing in the balcony if my room. The cool breeze hit my body, i feel so exhausted. I just want that nan out from my mind, i am a f*****g married man, i have a beautiful, loving wife. She is eight months pregnant, i am happy in my life.
So, why these feelings are not going away!!! Why my heart starts beating fast when i saw him, why i can not control my eyes to watch him, why i feel jealo
