Falling for my fears

Chapter 5: Decision

Kim sat in her room thinking, she couldn't forget what happened the previous day, good thing there weren't any lectures today.

She didn't see Jin or speak with him since the day he showed her his true self, she was actually scared now but at the same time felt protected and safe.

' Even it he's a wolf, he can't hurt me, he's still my pom pom and besides, he seems so sad, I need to talk to him, I don't need to behave this distant, I'll call him and see how I can help with Mia' She thought as she smiled.

Picking up her phone, she saw a message from Jin around midnight.

" I am really sorry if I scared you or hurt you, I just want you to know that no matter how I am or what form I take, I am still Jin, no one can change the fact, I really need to speak with you, if you have read this message and had a change of mind, I will meet you at our favorite spot and treat you to some Jukkumi or Sinsello, your to favorite, meet you by one. I will be waiting"

She read the text with a smile, I am definitely going to get me some Sinsello or tteokbokki, has he mixed up my favorites again? I wonder what is inside that brain of his.

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Kim drove to where Jin said to meet, she saw him through the glass windows, he looked so down and worried, she almost pitied him but she couldn't help feeling sad for her Best friend and her brother.

She finally parked and got down, she walked and almost getting there, Jin came out of the restaurant sad but as he saw her, he smiled, she looked at him and rolled her eyes them shoved him.

" Move! You are standing in my way! Didn't you say you want to talk? Get in" She said as she left him out and got in, taking a seat.

Jin then rushed over and say opposite her. " I am so happy you came, I knew it deep in my guts"

" You have a lot of explaining to do..... Miss Cho(she said and smiled as she looked at the almost elderly woman heading their way, she would be way over her fifties)"

" Miss Cho, we are here again" Jin said.

" Jin and Kim, my children, you both never grew in my eyes, you still look the same way you looked when you came into my shop running and asking for a tteokbokki nine years ago, and you haven't come for a week now, I have longed to see you" The woman said as she walked over to them.

" We are sorry, mom, we had school and some other things (Kim said as she hugged her) I did miss your Jasmine scent"

" Would you stop acting like a dog and sit while she brings her special Sinsello for us" Jin said smiling

" Like a dog? Seriously? Wolf boy? Let me be I'm enjoying Nana's scent not as if you scent better" Kim said

" And what is that supposed to mean? How do you think you scent like if it wasn't for your hundred thousand dollars perfume" Jin said back.

Gasps, " How dare you tell me that? How dare you tell a lady that? Besides, don't under estimate my perfume, it's three hundred thousand dollars" Kim said.

" At least I go for the scent nature gave me" Jin said

" Hey, hey, it's okay both of you, stop arguing, you aren't ten and fourteen anymore, I will go get your special Sinsello" Miss Cho chuckled and left.

" Now apologize or else I'm leaving" Kim said.

" Fine, I'm sorry" Jin said. " Really? You are?" Kim asked smiling with her puppy eyes.

"Of course, I can't be mad at my muffin, Also I do have a good scent" Jin said.

"Yeah, Yeah, whatever" Kim said with a tongue out.

" Here you go, two bowls of Sinsello and tteokbokki, enjoy" Miss Cho said.

" Thank you so much, Miss Cho" Kim and Jin said in unison as she left.

" So, you plan to tell Mia? How do you plan to do so and when" Kim asked as she started eating.

" I.... I don't really know, that's why I really need your help for this, I have put all my heart in showing and telling her before our three years anniversary" Jin said sadly as he ate.

" I have a plan, we would tell her three days from today and it would totally work, I thought about it all night, I also didn't really sleep well" Kim said

" I am all ears and mouth" Jin said as he smiled and stuffed his mouth.

Chuckling softly, " Okay, Okay, but before that, I hope you saw my message about what you blew" Kim said

" I did see it, I have planned to make up for it this evening with a romantic dinner and a movie or I'd get her a puppy, she's actually into dogs"

" That's great, so now, do you feel ready to tell her about your big secret?"

Jin paused for a while, " I... I think I am, but it's just that I don't want anyone to know about this, I am leaving this as a warning, Do not tell any single soul about this, not even your mother or your father, you have to take this secret with you to the grave" Jin said with all seriousness.

Kim felt tensed for a while, " I know, trust me on this, I will never, if you trust me, I trust you, I promise to help with your relationship and your big problem and if you tell Mia about this and she gets used to it, she won't tell anyone"

" I trust you, you big headed creature, no worries and also, don't be scared, I will only protect you, I won't let anything or anyone hurt you or my Mia, if they even as so much think of it, I won't hesitate to tear them apart, I have made my decision, I will move the dinner to tomorrow and tell her everything" Jin said with determination and Kim couldn't help but smile.