Claiming Her

(2)

"Hey..hey..hey.. You don't have to dance if you don't want. I'm not forcing okay? Just calm down.." Justin says, looking at me worriedly.

Heck with it.. I'm going to dance and have a little fun tonight.

"I'm fine. You know what? We should dance. Come on.." I say and grab hold of his hand. He looks surprised but a sly smile comes to his lips and we head toward the dance floor.

Instantly, Justin pulls me toward him and starts to move his hips with the music, guiding me along by placing his hands on my waist.

At first, it feels awkward but after some minutes I throw the awkward out of the window and put my hands around his neck and move my body along with him. He sucks in a deep breath and turns me around pushing my back on his chest, flushed. His arms circling my waist. I don't know what got into me, I start to grind myself on him.

It was a long time since I had this type of moments. But it feels good about having me back.

Justin's arms tighten around me and in a blink of my eyes, he pushes me to the wall corner, making me gasp.I look at him and he smirks at me , putting both of his hands beside my head,caging me in.

And at that moment my friends, I start to panic.

I hadn't done anything physical in a long time, I am nervous dammit.

He inches his face closer to mine, looking straight into my eyes as looking straight into my soul. He looks so fierce rather than go-jolly-Justin I am used to seeing at work.

"Let it go.." He whispers, stopping just an inch away from my lips, his eyes on my lips. My breaths become heavy at his proximity. I'm feeling all hot inside and out.

"Let it go. I won't do anything without your permission." He whispers again but this time looking into my eyes.

The way he looks at me with lust makes me all giddy inside and I seriously for the first time in my life want to let go of everything, of all my fears and enjoy my life."I don't want anything permanent. I don't want any strings attached." I tell him. I can see wheels turning in his head, he is thinking something.

"Your wish is my command." He tells me, licking his lips. But I can see something in his eyes but I can't figure it out.

"Enough of talking.... Kiss me!" He demands and before I comprehend what is happening, I have put my lips on his.

He replies instantly. He kisses me like he is starving. He pushes me in the wall, his whole body grinding on me.

His kiss is deep, rough. I had forgotten, how it feels to be kissed, to be held like this, to have a body pressed against mine like this. His warmth engulfs me. I put my hands on his back wanting him to be closer.

He groans. His hands on my hips, pulling me on him. I moan in the kiss. He removes his lips and continues his kisses on my neck, sucking, biting, his tongue leaving a wet trail.

I try to hold my moan. I feel his hands moving over my stomach, then to my ribs, his fingers caressing my skin, my eyes snap open and before he can move his hands further, i put my hands on his and remove them from my body.

I pull away and try to catch my breath to calm myself down. He removes his head from my neck and puts it on my shoulder, breathing in deeply. We stay like this for few moments before he kisses the side of my neck and pulls away to look at me.

I blush under his gaze and look down.

He puts his finger on my chin and lifts my head up. He kisses me again but this time, it is short and slow then holds my hand in his. His big hand engulfing mine, I like it.

"Where are we going?" I ask him as he starts taking me towards the door.

"My home.." He replies and I stop in my tracks, yank my hand away from his.

"Umm..I don't think so... I should go now." He is out of his mind if he thinks that kissing me, can make me bed him.I mentally roll my eyes.

"Easy there. I had told you before and I am going to say it again, I'm not going to do anything without your permission. So yeah? I was thinking if you want to hang out with me? We can watch movies or have dinner like that? "

"Oh but you forget to share your thinking with me, dear." I reply sarcastically. He chuckles at me.

"Okay.. So Alex, do you want to watch movies or have dinner with me, later tonight?" He asks me, giving me a charming smile.

Hmmmm... Let's have a shot at it because it seems something better than my everyday boring life.

"Sure, why not" I tell him.

JUSTIN POV:

Yes... Yes . Yes..

How I want to fist pump the air and scream my heart out. But I will look like a freak so I control myself.

After 2 f*****g years, she has accepted to go out with me. It is probably the happy moment of my life. She will be damn if she thinks I am going to let her go now.

Nothing permanent? Ha.I will make her stay with me for the rest of my life..

I had lied when I say that it is nothing permanent. I am going to make it a lifetime. I get her after so long, I'll be damn if I let her go now.

I help her out of the club.

"Well, where are we going? I had brought my car with me and I can't leave it here. Did you also? " she asks.

"Nope. I came here with a friend." I lied, indeed I came here in my car but I want to spend more time with her. I will pick up my car later.

"Okay good. Come on.. We will go in my car.."

"Cool.." I reply and help her get in her car. In return, she gives me the most beautiful smile which makes my insides melt. I jog to my side and get in.

I'm going to make her realize,I am the one, she deserves..

*

Why the hell did I reject him in the first place ?

If I had said yes to him when he asked me out first time , I wouldn't be rotting alone for 2 years For f*****g 2 Years!!

I am having so much fun with Justin. I thought that I can't be happy in any male's company after Xander but I was wrong. I'm laughing so much after a long time and the laugh is not forced. It is real. I am real.

I look at Justin who is telling me his childhood stories of how he used to scare his neighbours off when he was 13 while we are sitting in a restaurant and waiting for our dinner to arrive. And do you know how he did it? Let me tell you by getting out of his house , naked. Yes naked . Oh damn , i laugh so hard that my stomach hurts.

"Stop it... People are looking at us like we are jokers." I breath out between my laughs.

He smirks at me and says smugly,

"I can be your Joker, you can be my Harley Quinn." and winking at me.

"Ohh... How cheesy. But so sorry I am allergic to cheese." I wave my hand off in a dismissing manner.

He sighs, heavily before replying

"Way to break a guy's heart." And makes a sad face.

I smile at him ,no doubt he is so funny and cute. He can make me laugh. But that kiss, that was something. The way, he kissed me hard and rough, the way, his body was pressed against mine. I shiver at the thought, biting my lips. Damn, you are acting like a teenage girl.

"Stop it." I look at Justin, confused. His eyes are fixed on my lips.

"Stop biting your lips", he whispers and looks into my eyes. Lust, swarming in his eyes.

"Or what? " I challenge him. I don't know why but I feel so confident around him, I want to experience all the things which I used to do.

Because you want to get yourself hurt again.

I frown at that. I can't let anybody use me, ' But what if you use him and he uses you?' . That's acceptable . I smirk at that. But why am I feeling guilty? I am not doing anything wrong.

Yes you are. Remember ' Xander.'.

But he f*****g left me and never came back. That's it, I am so angry. I won't let him destroy my life anymore. I know deep down, I want him to come back but he didn't for 4 years so now why would he come back now.He can't--

"Earth to Alex!" I got cut out of my thoughts by Justin, snapping his finger in front of my eyes and looking at me with amusement.

"What were you thinking?" He asks me.

"Uh- nothing." He leans toward me from across the table, licking his lips. My eyes falls on his lips instantly.