Chapter 33: Bad daysOLIVIA
MY EMOTIONS were too high, as if nothing could ever make me feel okay. Minutes after I went home, I threw myself into bed and sobbed into my pillow. I was extremely disappointed in myself for failing to perform well on the entrance examination. Though I was not that entirely ready, I mustered up the courage to do so and did stay up very late to prepare for the exam. I had memorized some information from the books in Chase's library to the point where I was getting migraines. How come the result of those efforts made me so unhappy and broken?
No matter how hard I tried to be optimistic and see the positive aspects of everything, it seemed as if I would never be able to get used to having bad days. I was simply attempting to begin a new life, to educate myself, a
