My life goes on even after seeing him that night.
Ang dami kong realizations. Noong nakita ko siya, bumalik sa akin lahat ng sakit at pait na naranasan ko sa kaniya. I cried after that. My friends witnessed my tears, the night I lost myself... It was painful. Binuhos ko ang lahat sa pagpalahaw, binigay ko lahat... Inubos ko ang sakit na nadarama noong gabing iyon.
I cried my heart out. It felt like everything was easy after that. I just needed an outlet to vent out my frustrations, the pain I kept to myself, and the longing I felt.
Kailangan ko lang iyon ilabas lahat. It was satisfying on my end. Nangako akong kakalimutan siya.
“Sigurado ka na ba sa desisyon mo, Zuri? Hindi mo ba mamimis ang Pinas? Alam mong mas masarap ang pagkain dito, ‘di ba? You’ll be homesick,” si Amelie.
Umil
