Only in this way would they release me, although I knew that on occasions they had kept an eye on me, since they did not quite believe my version, a simple but real explanation, that I have the ability to see what people will feel in the future, especially those most shocking emotions, and that thanks to this I can intervene to save their lives, or at least to avoid that suffering.
Despite the above, I knew I had no right to take anyone’s life, I had not done it before and I was not going to start doing it now.
I suppose that, if at the time I had enlisted in the army, I would probably not even make these statements, by putting the “greater good” above the life of the person, but I was not like that.
And so repulsive was the idea of taking life, as hiring someone to do it, since that wa
