APRIL Ever fallen in love with the wrong person? That is exactly what has happened here. The truth hits the moment Diablo leaves the bedroom. His business and his personal life collide, and he chooses business without hesitation. Of course he does. Why wouldn’t he? It isn’t as if I’m going anywhere. No goodbye, no explanation, just the door closing behind him while I’m still warm and aching from him. Every time it feels like we’re getting closer, he slips further out of reach. Not even a glance back as he walks away. My body still throbs where he was inside me, and all that’s left to do is shuffle into the ensuite, doing that awful, careful walk no woman ever wants to do. What’s the other option? Stay in bed and raise the chances of getting pregnant? This is the last time s*x happens

