Last night, I couldn't make up my mind to go to sleep. I felt like I was dreaming while fully awake.I couldn't believe what happened. "Oh, thank you so much, universe. You prove to me once more that we attract what we desire. Thank you.. Thank you. Thank you."
Jake agreed to help me, and he said he would pretend to be my boyfriend. He gave me his number, and yesterday he texted and said that he would pick me up in the morning.
Whenever I'm with him, I feel really nervous. His one look could send shivers down my spine. I know having a fake relationship will be much harder with him since I have been so obsessed with him. But I don't want to show my real feelings because I'm afraid that he will misunderstand me or get fed up with me. I don't want him to think that I'm the same as his fans.
