I spent all night thinking of Richard and even the next day. I rushed to my phone at every notification thinking it was him but I was always disappointed. By evening, I was already stalking the pages of comments from girls on his page. They were all pretty. And they all wanted him. I sighed. I’d already lost anyway. I felt that way until I heard a knock on my window. It was Richard. I froze, my heart stuttering like it always did when he showed up. I pretended I was surprised for a second, but my chest already knew the answer. I padded over and cracked the window open. “You again?” I whispered. “Can I come in?” he asked, like it was a courtesy and like I had any real choice. His voice sounded softer than usual, as if he’d left the edges of the night at the window with him.

