38 LILY Haley took the day off to accompany me on one hell of a shopping trip. Grey’s credit card in hand and his command to not worry about costs, we set out to get everything Sarah might need to begin her life over again. At least my cousin seemed more settled, a little light in her eyes that had been missing since the weekend. “So, I guess this means you won’t be leaving me anytime soon,” she said when I explained what had gone down since earlier that morning. I’d gotten Blaine’s permission to share a bit about his childhood, and Haley had sat in stunned silence while I drove toward the mall through traffic, talking nonstop. “Guess so.” I couldn’t keep the disappointment from my tone or the whispers of fear that had come to life in my mind when Grey told Blaine he would move into

