KESTER. I had lost my mind completely. The first moment I saw her... I should've left. Turned away. But my feet wouldn't move. I couldn't. I was paralyzed by the sight of her—her mouth, so f*****g eager, swallowing him whole like it was nothing. She was, giving herself to that f*****g asshole; her eyes closed, totally lost in it. And I just stood there, watching. Helpless. So f*****g helpless. My heart slammed against my ribs, but it wasn't anger that hit me first. It was hurt. A raw, gut-wrenching pain, something that ripped through me, shattering whatever f*****g control I thought I had left. I could feel the anger rising, boiling under my skin, the sickening burn of jealousy twisting my insides into knots. I wanted to break something. Anything. But most of all, I wanted to break h

