"Beautiful! How could you?" His voice brought relief. I was so worried for him, the moment I heard him speak I thought of nothing but to see him to my heart's will, hug and plant a kiss on his rough cheek. "Alan! It finally brings peace to my heart, hearing you safe." I sighed. I wanted to ask him directly my concerns not on call, where I couldn't even see his handsome face. Staying together for so long, somewhere brought us close, in a way where the thought of being unable to see him and ensure his safety felt like burning in red hot fire. I don't love him like he does me, but I do love him like I love Rob. I may be able to open my heart and confess my deepest fears to Rob more, but that didn't mean Alan wasn't someone I feel safe with. Ha! How I wish I can cocoon myself in his strong

