My other half

New friends

Camille:

I felt scared and confused when my father drove me to my new school. That's the least he could do after I have to move and leave my friends behind. The hardest part of this is that I know that slowly the friendship will fade and we will lose contact. I had amazing friends and now I have to search for others, I'm not mentally prepared for this and beside that everyone have already made groups and friendships and no one wants a new one. Oke, oke don't panic and stay optimistic Camille, it won't change a thing if I freak out, but f*ck I never imagined that I would miss my friends so much. Ahh, now even I think that I'm being pathetic. 'Camille, we're here!' calls my dad. 'I hope your first day on your new school will be great. Your mother will pick you up after school so try to make new friends. Don't be nervous, I just know that everyone will like you. You are my little fantastic girl after all'. 

Even if my father is the reason of all this, how can I stay mad at him? He is the sweetest and I know he is worrying about me and he wasn't counting on a move either. 'Thanks dad and I will be fine so don't worry to much, all right, I'm off! 

After I got out of the car, I want to step back in the car and ask myself again if I shouldn't be angry with my dad. I know I couldn't come unnoticed in the school but why it's like the whole school is waiting here to see me. It's on that moment that my cheeks though, it's already bad, let's make it worse by becoming so red that I'm no match for a tomato. Jup, I feel it in the air, this day will be the best day in my life (cough, cough). Trying not to run away, I walk asfast as my legs can go and... yeah what then? I have to look for the secretary's office and search for the principal, but how do I even know in which building I have to be. Maybe if I ask someone...My thoughts were interrupted by someone who knocked on my shoulder. When I turn around I see two girls standing before me, they were really good looking and they appeared friendly. 'Hey, I am Fenna and this is my friend Cato and we have the task to guide you in your new school'. 

I was surprised when they told me that, whoh, feel like I'm an important person. Probably cause this is a private school, I'm glad I don't have to worry about me being lost in a giant school. with a relief I introduce myself to the girls, 'hey, I am Camille, it's nice to meet you both'. After that the girls showed me the most important places in the school and I got along very well with them. We share the same interests like running, gymnastics and we all love the same pop singer Shawn Mendes. 

A little later, I talked to the principal about the school system while I was pretending to care. Eventually I was saved by the bell and I could go to my class, finally! 

So when I knock on the door and walk in the class, all the eyes are on me and I feel myself blush again. ‘Hello, you have to be the new student? I am Sonia Kams, your math teacher'. After the teacher introduced herself, it was my time to (again) introduce myself. ‘Okeh, Camille you can sit next to Rayn, he is also the one who doesn't have a partner for the thesis so you two will work together on the assignment.’

My breath was stuck in my throat when I looked at Ryan...Wow, he is hot, like really,really, really hot! He is like the bad boy in so many movies with the dark, intimated air around him with an angelic appearance. He gives me a little sexy smile and I had the tendency to faint. I smile back at him when I take my place next to him. I feel the envy gazes from other girls on me and I don't blame them. Behind my back I hear girls gossiping about me. 

‘She is just new and she is already flirting with Ryan, pff, slut!’. When I heard someone say that I knew this can end badly. Ryan is hot but I don’t want to be the target of mean jealous girls just because I want to know him. I decided, I would take my distance from him, for now. I heard another girl say:’ jup, indeed who does she think she is, looking so pleased with herself just because he smiled to her’. 

A plan formed in my head; first I have to get more friends so I could defend myself better and show to everyone that I’m not interested in him, maybe than they will leave me alone. I’m not a coward or something but I also don’t like to make a scene at my first days of school, cause I have to survive this for two years. So second, I could talk to him when we're meeting for the assignment. Third, just do normal cause this ain't gonna work, we're not in a f*****g movie. I will ignore it for now and see where it goes. 

The class ends and Fenna and Cato are waiting for me to come along. I feel the bond between us strengthen throughout the day and I just know that I have made two great friends. With that, the day is over quickly and I'm already on my way back home.