Chapter Four
Amy
I’m not proud of the way I acted over the next few weeks. I suppose I felt hurt that I meant so little to Janet after our weekend tryst and then felt ashamed and ridiculous about feeling hurt by her. I stopped working out at Equinox every morning before going to work and ate crappy food. It didn’t take long for me to get soft around the belly. I just lost the desire to stay in shape. I had a few drinks in the club at night and was up to smoking a pack and a half a day. Slightly inebriated on the way home one night, I nearly dropped my HOG going around a turn on an icy street. I gave myself a nice blister burn on my leg when my calf rubbed against the red hot muffler. I breathed in the sizzling smell of my own burned flesh and didn’t even care. What is one more scar on my
