I ran into the woods and shifted, and bolted home, leaving my torn clothes in the dirt. I fought with myself the whole way home. I knew I had to stay away from Jamul, but a stronger part of me wanted to run to him. How did he know Saun was dead? I wondered. He made it seem like he knew I’d killed him, but that wasn’t possible, I hadn’t told Ashton that. The longer I stayed away from Jamul the clearer my mind became. ''Isn’t there something you can give me?'' I asked Aaron the next morning at breakfast ''I hate feeling this way'' ''No, I’m sorry'' Kathy answered instead. ''You need to learn how to control these urges yourself'' Mom told me ''It’ll just take time'' ''Great'' I sighed ''That’s your answer for everything, there has to be something, you can all do magic’ ''Magic isn’t

