JAY
Today's has been a crazy day. I did what I did not think I'd be able to do. That's to confess my feelings to Carla. What I wasn't expecting was the back story to why she's in this line of work. Now I know, and it makes me so angry to hear someone did that to her for such a long time with no mercy. They turned her into a monster, now I understand her better. I actually want her more now, I can't help myself. I don't know if I'll be able to stop her from doing this job, but I'll try.
She deserves to live a better life and be happy even if it's not with me. Now I kinda regret ever getting involved with Davina when someone like Carla is on earth. All the same, I'll try my best in the next six months to make her a better person. People shouldn't judge her without getting to know her fi
