CARLA Jayden and I went back to the suite after spending time together at the rooftop. I successfully told him about my feelings, though I'm still worried. I'm not worried about myself but for him. He will get criticized, he's going to embarrassed a lot. This is part of why I never wanted s relationship, because my partner would pay for my mistakes. I don't regret ever doing what I did, because that's what really defines me. I do not care what people say about me, it's irrelevant. I have learnt to manage myself for years. But Jayden, he's going to be in a lot of trouble because of me. This could even bring a drastic change in his life. I want to avoid that, still I can't ignore what my heart wants. "What are you thinking about?" He asked me. We laid together in bed wearing our p

