*Derrick POV*
I know I promised to stop spying on her, but something told me that I couldn't. Now, I'm glad I didn't. She was still talking to that scumbag, and using Amber to help her. She thought I was overbearing before, she hadn't seen a damned thing yet.
Dad and I have been handling some contracts, and let's just say that we haven't been very good guys lately. Something has definitely changed in me, and honestly, I don't know if I want to go back to the old me.
The kind of respect this new me is getting is kind of reassuring. I like it, and I know if I go back to the way I was, I will lose it all. That nice kid who just wanted to love and protect those around him without pissing people off is gone, and something much darker has taken his place.
I feel kind of like a hypocrite f
