Zayn had never been the type to dwell on things. He was a man of action, someone who took what he wanted without hesitation. But as he sat in his room that night, staring at his reflection in the floor-length mirror, he found himself restless. His mind kept drifting back to Kai—the way he looked at him in the moonlight, the way his fingers twitched like he wanted to reach out but always held back. The way his words were sharp but his actions were softer. It was infuriating and intoxicating at the same time.
By the time morning rolled around, Zayn had decided that he wasn’t going to let Kai pull away anymore. He wanted answers. More than that, he wanted Kai to admit that whatever was between them wasn’t just in Zayn’s head.
When he arrived at school, he found Kai in his usual spot—leaning against his motorcycle, arms crossed, looking like he owned the world despite the fact that he didn’t belong to it. Zayn didn’t hesitate. He strode across the courtyard and stopped directly in front of him.
Kai raised a brow. “What’s with the intense stare?”
Zayn smirked. “Trying to decide what to do with you.”
Kai exhaled, amused. “Good luck with that.”
“I don’t need luck.” Zayn stepped closer, their shoes nearly touching. “I need honesty.”
Kai’s jaw tensed. “About what?”
Zayn tilted his head. “About why you keep pulling away.”
Kai looked away, his fingers twitching again. “I don’t pull away.”
Zayn scoffed. “You do. Every time I get too close, you shut down. But you don’t push me away completely, either. It’s like you’re caught in between.”
Kai was silent for a moment before he let out a low breath. “Maybe I am.”
Zayn’s heart skipped. He hadn’t expected that answer—not something so raw, so real.
Kai turned to him, eyes dark with something unreadable. “You don’t get it, Lancaster. You think this is a game. But it’s not. I don’t live in your world. And you don’t live in mine.”
Zayn didn’t flinch. “Maybe I want to.”
Kai let out a short laugh, shaking his head. “You say that now.”
Zayn took another step, his voice low. “Try me.”
Kai held his gaze for a long moment before sighing. Then, without another word, he tossed his helmet at Zayn. “Get on.”
Zayn caught it easily, his smirk widening. “Now we’re talking.”
They rode for what felt like hours, the wind whipping past them, the world blurring into nothing. When Kai finally pulled to a stop at an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of town, Zayn felt his heart race—not with fear, but with excitement.
Kai climbed off his bike and turned to him. “If you really want to know me, Lancaster, then let’s start here.”
Zayn stepped forward without hesitation. “I’m ready.”