Lorelei Larissa's P.O.V.
I gulped. This is the final moment.
Am I really ready to let him go?
Well, I don't really have a choice.
He doesn't love me, I am not holding to anything.
And I think my heart needs to rest.
The pain came that continuous, I cannot handle anymore if something will be added again on it.
I am not a rock not to feel anything. I am not a numb person.
And if I continue hurting myself, I know that I will be numb.
One more thing, the friendship between Serpent Raves is what matters the most.
And Sophie and I's friendship is important too.
Yeah. Slowly... I accept the fact that we are not meant to be.
I am just his first love. I am just his childhood sweetheart.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes tightly.
I can do this. I will not be a coward.
Now, I am
