Alexander’s POV
Another month has gone by, making it over two months since I have heard from her. It was really over this time. I drowned my sorrow in alcohol. My sleep has become almost non-existent. My eating was scarce. My body was fighting me telling me that I needed these to survive but surviving seemed pointless now. What I really was craving was her. She was nowhere to be found. Don’t think I tried because I did. Going mad, I traced her phone and found out she was living in Missouri but with not having an exact location, I couldn’t do much. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her. It was like a temptation. So close to touch but just out of reach.
Liam called almost everyday to check on me. At this point I wasn’t even answering his calls. The house I was building for
