I have found you

Chapter-19

Zara p.o.v

It's been six months, I got married and my life changed in second. I came in that house hoping for my father acceptance , but instead I got married to the most rude and heartless man I have ever met , since we got married all he did was paid for my clothes and food and made me stayed in this prison. After our first night conversation we never talked when I woke up , he is gone when I sleep at night , he came back .

I felt like I am living a life in repeat mode . Woke . Eat . Sleep that's it . Aunty or Ammi that what she said to call her now Noor's mother , calls me everyday asking if I am okay or happy if Zubair is not mistreating me , I always try my best to lie to her tell her I am very happy, Zubair treats me well but I don't know how she understands my lie every single time , sometime I cannot believe women like her actually exist even though I am her step daughter, my father cheated on her and married my mother without telling her anything yet when she got to know she support me and my mother financially when my own father disowned us. I know she feels guilty about my situation but it's not her fault I am glad that Noor didn't marry this man , He doesn't deserve a girl like Noor. I am glad that Noor is away from all of this mess.

I still remember our first night conversation in which he made clear that I mean nothing to him.

Flash back

I was sitting on this huge king side bed waiting for him , the room was bigger than my old house where I use to stay with my mother , the whole room is decorated with dim lights and flowers and I sat on the center of the bed like a bride should be, I know all these things happen to fast but one thing I know everything happen with the will of Allah s.w.t, so I am prepared to accept this sudden and new relations in my life .

I was in my thoughts when I heard the door open, my breath hitched when he walked in . He is handsome there is no doubt but his eyes makes me scared like there are screaming that this man is dangerous and stay away from him.

" Assalawalekom " I greeted him .

But he didn't replied that's very rude !!!

He went to the closet and took out his clothes and close the door of washroom, he didn't even glance at me .

Rude , rude, rude .

When he walk out finally he look at me disgustingly .

" Why are you here " His voice was so harsh which taken me by surprised .

" I - I " word didn't form on my mouth .

" Get out " as soon as this word left his mouth I look at him shock .

" What " I whispered as tears are threathing me to come out but I don't know how I hold it .

He look at me like , he is furstated and annoyed . " I said. Get .out" He said pressing each word .

When I didn't move and said anything just staring at him . He muttered something angrily then came toward the bed and hold my arm tightly while dragging me out of the bed.

When I stand on the floor, I Couldn't help but ask " Where will I go , it's so late at night " my voice was so small that I pitied myself.

" I am not throwing you out of this house, I have a big house there is so many rooms chose one , this is my room never enter here again " with those harsh voice he drag me out of the room and threw me out, I couldn't believe he just did that so the only sane questions , I asked " Why did you marry me " this time tears started flowing from my eyes, I felt so humiliated.

" it's not for you to know just get this straight I paid your father a good amount so don't even think of betraying me or running away or else your father and your runaway sister will be in big trouble got it " with that he slam the door on my face making me gasp at my father's audacity, he sold his own daughter???

Flash back end .

From that day , I decided to stay away from his path to say the truth that man disgust me . He is everything I don't want in a man , he drinks alcohol, cigarette sometimes he brings his girlfriend in this house. I felt suffocated, if it weren't for Allah s.w.t I don't know how I would have survived. Every time I feel alone , or depress I remember Allah , I never use to pray regularly before but when Ammi Noor's mom told me it is the biggest gift and blessing in life , I started praying regularly and I saw how my emotion change, I was starting to get depressed but after praying regularly I realise the value if Salah , and why it is a gift to human man kind , even with all the problems and loneliness I feel , Salah give me peace hope because Allah s.w.t. said in the Quran with " with every hardship there is an ease " So I am hoping after this bad phase , Allah will surely reward me and my faith now growing day by day with all the hardship , my faith is growing and my belief are becoming strong , Ammi told me that Allah s.w.t test those whom he loves the most . So the moment I got to know this , I started taking all my pain as an honour. I just hope one day things will be fine and my hardship will end .

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Okay another update, I have decided to write Zara and Noor story in this book , hope you all like the idea .

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