VELVET INSTINCT

POST WHAT WHAT

Ah, I feel dizzy.

where am I?

"Hey Aron, are you ok ?"

" hey, can you hear me"

"Harry, is that you?" I said, as I slowly opened my eyes.

" Aron , how are you feeling?"

" well, I feel like s**t. But where am I ?"

"At the hospital, you fell and hit your head"

" what in the actual f**k?"

"I'm very sorry, if only I didn't pull you that hard"

Who the hell is this dude, and why is he by my bedside.

I miss my baby, my sweet little boy.

"Where is my son?"

"what son?"

"How many kids do I have?"

"obviously, not any I know"

"Call my mother, and tell her that I want to see my baby "

" oh, ok🤨"

He walked out.

who the hell was that weirdo, to begin with?

And why am I in a freaking hospital.

..............

SOME TIME LATER

The door opened, and I saw my mother rush in with my beautiful baby boy in her arms.

"My sweet boy, how are you feeling " my mother said, as she rushed to my bed side to touch my head.

"I'm fine, mom"

I stretched my hands towards my son,

" Can I please have my baby" I asked

"of course my dear, he has been crying"she said as she placed him in my arms.

" Hold up! can someone please tell me what's going on here, and what the hell is that soft little thing rapped in a blanket?" the weird dude said.

Did he just call my beautiful boy a thing?

" what did you say?"

I asked

"what?"

"Who the hell do you think you are? calling my son a 'thing' . I don't even know you, and you dare call my little monster a thing "( don't know why I called the kid a monster ^~^)

I didn't realise the time I felt dizzy and passed out.

By the time I came to, my mother and the other guy were both talking to the doctor.

'What's going on?' I said to myself

why is my mother crying

Did that doctor say anything to hurt her?

I'm going to gut him, where is my pocket knife?

As I stood up from my bed,. I crashed onto the floor with a loud thud.

" oh my gosh Aron, where were you going?"

my mother said, as she came rushing in, with the doctor, the didk ( dude I don't know) and a nurse.

They helped me back on the bed .

" Mom! why can't I walk?" I asked

my mother's eyes instantly welled up with tears.

"what's going on"

I asked again .

The doctor walked close to my bed side, and said:

" you've been asleep for a week now, so your joints are weak, but do not fear it is only temporary. what is the last thing you remember?"

"What kind of stupid question is that? well, I just got discharged a few days ago, after giving birth to my beautiful baby "

I replied

"No Mr Aron, that was 4 months ago"

I felt a shock directly from my spine to my head.

what is he talking about?

4 months ago, but my baby just completed a week...

I feel dizzy

" Mr Aron? Do you know this man?"

the doctor asked.

" No, how do you expect me to? I just met him, didn't I ?"

I said, but by the way my mother looked at me, I didn't.

" I am you best friend, Chris " he said

" what ? I don't have a best friend"

"we have been friends since middle school " he said again, before adding" doctor, why doesn't he remember me?"

" It's exactly as we thought, I'm sorry but he has selective amnesia"

post what what?

" meaning " my mother asked

"Also selective amnesia, he has filtered memories of things important to him. People tend to suppress painful and traumatic memories, though some might not be permanent, but in some cases it is"

"So in short, you're trying to say that he forgot about me, because I caused him pain" Chris said

"Yes " the doctor replied

" Then what about the behavioural changes?"

Behavioural changes? Who are they talking about.

I asked myself.

" That is because of:

Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) or Concussion

it is Physical damage to the brain from an impact or accident. this damages the frontal lobe (the brain's emotional and behavioral control center) can instantly alter a person's temperament. They may exhibit increased irritability, aggression, mood swings, or loss of inhibitions alongside post-traumatic amnesia."

the doctor said.

"WHAT THE FUCK......."

I yelled

So I'm finally crazy....