Harper’s POV
I had just pulled on my comfiest sweatshirt, ready to drown my lingering thoughts of Nicholas Maxwell in a glass of wine and a mindless TV show, when a knock at my door shattered the quiet.
Frowning, I glanced at the clock. It was late—too late for anyone to be stopping by unannounced. With a pang of unease, I moved toward the door and peeked through the peephole.
My heart stopped.
Nicholas.
I hesitated, my hand frozen on the doorknob. Why was he here? What could he possibly want at this hour?
Another knock, firmer this time.
“Harper, I know you’re there,” his voice came through the door, low and unmistakably him.
Cursing under my breath, I swung the door open, leaning against the frame to keep some semblance of control.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, trying to sound more composed than I felt.
He stood there, his tie loosened, his jacket slung over one arm, and his green eyes shadowed with something I couldn’t quite place.
“I came to apologize,” he said simply, his voice softer than usual.
“For what?” I asked, crossing my arms. “For kissing me? Or for acting like nothing happened afterward?”
His jaw tightened. “For everything.”
The sincerity in his tone threw me off balance, and for a moment, I didn’t know what to say.
“Nicholas—”
“I shouldn’t have done it,” he cut me off, stepping closer. “But I can’t stop thinking about it. About you.”
The air between us shifted, thick with tension. I opened my mouth to respond, but the words caught in my throat.
“Harper,” he murmured, his gaze dropping to my lips. “Tell me to leave, and I will. But if you don’t…”
He didn’t finish the sentence, but he didn’t need to. My heart was pounding so loudly I was sure he could hear it.
I should’ve told him to go. I should’ve slammed the door in his face and ended this before it spiraled out of control.
But I didn’t.
Instead, I stepped back, letting him in.
Nicholas’s POV
The moment she stepped aside, I knew I was lost.
I shouldn’t have come. I’d told myself all day to stay away, to keep my distance. But I couldn’t stop replaying the way she’d looked at me in that archive room, the way her lips had felt against mine.
And now, here I was, standing in her living room, the scent of her perfume wrapping around me like a noose.
“I shouldn’t have kissed you,” I said again, my voice raw. “But I don’t regret it.”
Her eyes widened, and for a moment, she just stared at me, her expression unreadable.
“Nicholas…” she began, but I didn’t let her finish.
“I can’t get you out of my head, Harper,” I said, stepping closer. “And I know this is a mistake. I know it’s crossing every line we’ve set. But right now, I don’t care.”
Her breath hitched, and I saw the conflict in her eyes, the same war I’d been fighting with myself for weeks.
“Say something,” I murmured, my voice quieter now.
She hesitated for a heartbeat, and then she closed the distance between us, her lips crashing against mine.
Harper’s POV
The kiss deepened, and all thoughts of reason, of consequences, slipped away. Nicholas’s touch was deliberate, his hands skimming over my waist and back like he was trying to memorize every inch of me. I clung to him, my fingers still tangled in his hair, as though letting go would pull me back to reality—a place I didn’t want to return to, not now.
“Nicholas,” I breathed against his lips, his name escaping like a plea. His response was a soft murmur against my skin, his lips moving down my jaw to my neck, where they lingered, warm and insistent.
His movements slowed, just for a moment, as he lifted his head and met my gaze. His green eyes were darker now, filled with something I couldn’t name but didn’t need to. We didn’t need words—not here, not now.
He pressed his forehead to mine, his breathing heavy. “Tell me to stop, Harper,” he whispered, his voice unsteady.
I swallowed hard, my heart pounding against my ribs. “Don’t stop,” I whispered back, my words barely audible but resolute.
That was all he needed.
Somehow, we made it to the bedroom, a flurry of uncoordinated movements and breathless laughter as we stumbled over discarded shoes and the edge of the rug. Nicholas’s hands never left me, steadying me, guiding me, his touch both urgent and reverent.
When we reached the bed, the chaos melted into something quieter, more deliberate. His touch softened, his lips slowing as they brushed against mine, trailing down my neck and shoulders. My fingers slid over his chest, tracing the lines of his muscles beneath the fabric of his shirt before I tugged it free.
He caught my hand, pressing it to his chest, where his heartbeat thundered beneath my palm. “Harper,” he murmured, his voice breaking on my name, as though it was the only word he could manage.
I didn’t know if I said his name again, or if I just pulled him closer, but the world narrowed to this moment—to the warmth of his skin, the strength in his arms, the way his every movement felt like a silent vow.
The rush of urgency returned, mingling with something deeper, something I couldn’t name but felt in every fiber of my being. And when we finally collapsed together, every nerve in my body alight, I was left breathless, trembling in his arms as the weight of the moment sank in.
Afterward, the room was quiet except for the sound of our breathing, both of us still catching up to the intensity of what had just happened. Nicholas’s arms tightened around me, his hand brushing gently over my hair.
I didn’t have the energy to speak. My head rested against his chest, his heartbeat steady and soothing beneath my ear.
“Harper,” he murmured after a while, his voice low, almost hesitant.
I hummed in response, too spent to do anything else.
“You amaze me,” he said softly, his lips pressing a lingering kiss to my temple.
His words warmed me, but exhaustion was already pulling me under. My fingers curled against his chest as my eyes drifted closed, the weight of the day—and the night—finally catching up to me.
I felt his hand trace slow, soothing patterns down my back, his breath soft against my hair.
“Sleep,” he whispered.