ANTONIO’s POV.....
LATER THAT EVENING...
“I AM FUCKIN’ NOT OKAY MATTEO!! I AM NOT.” I yelled and threw the bottled water across the room.
“Okay Antonio, you need to calm the f**k down right now okay.” Matteo said in a calm voice.
“I cannot calm down Matteo, I just can’t. Do you realize how hard it is for me? Do you have any idea about how I feel? Do you?” I snapped.
“No I don’t.. But you’re going to need to calm the fuckin’ hell down because yelling won’t get you anywhere or fix anything..” He said, raising his tone a little.
I took in a deep breath and calmed myself. “It’s just... I just don’t..” I fell on the couch and stuttered.
He came and sat beside me, “Just relax dude, getting agitated won’t fix anything.”
“I just can’t take it in. We shared an intimate night Matteo,
