There were times where my mind would just go woah, this is actually happening. Like the first time we performed in front of thousands of people, or the moment we won our first ever award. I get all emotional and it becomes overwhelming.
Before I was supposed to go to Liam's house, my mind had that woah, this is actually happening moment. However, it was not in the good way.
Patricia had mentioned at the meeting that Liam and I would go on a 'date' after we went to our press conference. I was basically still asleep at the meeting so I didn't really think much about it. When I got home and Patricia called to tell me the details, only then did I actually think about what really was going on.
I didn't know why, but suddenly everything about this felt incredibly wrong. I knew that this pu
