KIRILL’S POINT OF VIEW. I hadn’t slept in the past four days. Not because I didn’t want to, or that I couldn't. I actually found it hard to fall asleep; not unless my body finally shuts down from running on days, sometimes weeks of no rest. But with the presence of my temptous siren of a wife……I find myself wanting and hating the bed at the same time. I hadn’t slept in a bed of my own willfully that again beside another person….but with her; I wanted it. However, I couldn’t….because I didn’t trust the extent of my flaring desires. If I got in bed with her, I would get hard as a f*****g granite…..being around her was already a hazard…but sleeping beside her, watching her sleep while dressed in that short, filmy silk robe that left nothing to the imagination…..it was hell. But I wished

