Padma: So many hankies 1979 and earlier She had been so happy. In her entire, life she hadn’t known such happiness, not even that eternity ago when she was madly in love with Karan. With Karan, it had been like being drunk. But the happiness that she allowed into her heart after Mallika recovered was like the sound of a singing bowl; it filled the empty space inside her so deeply that it became an exquisite, echoing feeling that radiated out of her. It had taken two years for her to allow happiness to have its way. Those days when Mallika was so ill, every tiny sign that she could be getting better had created a c***k on her parched body through which happiness would squeeze in, a happiness that was intense and untrustworthy. It would squeeze in when Mallika began doing small things li

