The bad boy and good girl's daughter

Chapter fifteen Missing you

Maggie's point a view ( a little into the past )

It's the end of the junior school year and I have not been thinking about any thing but Lars I miss him so much like I've been all this time, being away from him has been so hard but I know I must do what's best for me it's what Lars would want me to do, if I was to give up and drop every thing I'm sure Lars wouldn't be to happy about it,night's are hard on me there are times I can't sleep and there are night's I can where I would dream about him in a passionate way, I still have his his number but talking to him on the phone isn't the same as seeing him while hearing his voice I just wish I could see him but I know I can't right now till that time come.

the last time I saw Lars was when he was with Dean they had brought my car back to me, again Dean did do a good job on it, I didn't think I would see him again I thought the hospital was the last time I would see him, I didn't go out and talk to him I could have when they came in the middle of the night but I didn't I stayed in the house while looking out my bed room window.

after they brought my car back Dean got into Lars's car and drove off then that's when I walked away from the window I did sent Lars a text telling him I saw him and I miss him so much, that's when he replied back and told me he miss's me too and that he knew I was at the window, my guess is that when he had saw me it was before I even looked down at him anyways after the text I had with Lars that night I tried to get some sleep.

( present time ) Maggie's point a view 

It's now summer and well I could go see him but we both made a deal that we would wait to see each other and to just stay strong, not cry and also to just carry on with our lives witch I am trying to do for him but it's just hard for me to do that and I will say that I have cried for him when I am alone I didn't think it would be so hard missing him this much but it is and with the thought of wanting to see him my cell goes off while sitting here at my computer.

it was a text saying come meet me at our spot now I don't know why I have to go but the text was from Lars, I know at the same time we where going to wait but from the looks or sound of it he really want's to see me, I would sure love to see him to and not wait but before going to meet with him I did text him back.

Maggie: Lars I thought you where going to wait till the time is right?

Lars: I know but I must see you.

Maggie: Lars I would love to see you it's what I been wanting and waiting for. but I thought we made a promise to each other do you not want to wait for the right time?

Lars I know we did but I just have to see you and then we can wait for that time to be together again I promise.

Maggie: okay. how about I come to you at your house?

Lars: sounds good angel.

as I went outside and got into my car that's when I thought about what he called me and it's been so long since I herd him call me that and boy do I miss him calling me that I don't know why he hadn't call me that in a while but it felt good hearing him calling me angel again.

any ways I end up driving off to see him at his house then my phone goes off again witch ended up being my friend Jess she wanted to hang out with me but I told her that right now I am out and that we can hang out later witch she was cool with, so with that I kept on driving to Lars's to see him.....................................................

there he was standing there outside by the door way as I pulled up into his drive way when I saw him walking towards me as I got out of my car that's when I ran to him jumping into his arms where he lift me up as I had my arms and legs around him hugging him so tight and kissing his lips I couldn't believe I was here with him I was just so happy as much as he was to see me I didn't want to let him go but I knew I had to so we could go inside the house and as soon as he shut the door we end up holding each other and kissing each other again.

after that we went into the living room and we talk about what we had missed since the time we last saw each other and of course he let me go first I told him about the rest of the school year and what I've been doing since summer has started then after he told me about what he had been doing.

Maggie: so what have you been up to?

Lars: well I run my very own company now and no it has nothing to do with my folks this is something I did on my own where I can take over my house so I don't loose it.

Maggie: that's great I am very happy for you. is there any thing else that's new?

Lars: well I wasn't going to do it but I end up getting a maid to take care of things around here since I am a very busy man now.

Maggie: I see. so how's my girl doing ?

Lars: she is doing good she has been missing you right now she is out for a walk.

Maggie: who's walking her?

Lars: I have a dog walker that comes and takes her she should be back home soon I know she would be very happy to see you.

Maggie: well I know I would be.

Lars: ya and she has gotten big.

Maggie: sure she has with the way you been taking care of her.

Lars: so how have you've been really doing? I mean I had been missing you so much angel.

Maggie: I been missing you to Lars and I been trying to hang in there I know I told you that I would be strong....ect but it's been so hard there are times I wanted to come see you but.

that's when Lars cut in.

Lars: but you didn't want to disappoint me like I am doing right now to you.

Maggie: no Lars don't think you are I am glad I am her with you I love you and every day and night has been hard there are even times I can't sleep with out you I wish I was here with you all the time.

Lars: same to angel I hate that we are apart. so you excited that your last year of school is coming up?

Maggie: ya I can't wait.

Lars: what are your plans after?

Maggie: what do you mean ? you and I will be able to be together.

Lars: I know that I just thought maybe be you would like to go to college.

Maggie: I had been thinking about it a little but I been thinking of you more then any thing else.

Lars: angel you have to do you you should go to college it would be good for you I mean you can live here and be with me but at the same time I would love for you to do something instead of being stuck here I want you to spread your wings and not be cooped up here and I just don't mean here in the house when you end up with me I mean this town.

Maggie: I know and I will think of something just right now I have no clue as to what I really want to do with my life while I'm with you after my senior year of high school.

Lars: okay.

all a sudden I hear the sound of some ones voice then be fore I knew my baby girl comes running to me and jumps on me and Lars was right she has gotten so big and from the looks of her she sure was happy to see me again she was all over me and giving me kisses, that's when Lars told her to get down.

Maggie: I take it you been training her to?

Lars: ya but she only like this cause she missed you a lot.

Maggie: ya I know.

Lars: so are you doing any thing like you have any plans after seeing me?

Maggie: well I was going to hang out with my friend she hit me up when I was on my way over here. why what's up?

Lars: oh nothing just wanted to know if you would like to have dinner with me and may be spend the night as well to if that's okay?

Maggie: oh Lars I would love to really but I can't I have to get back my parents don't know I am here and I have to get back be fore they know I am gone.

Lars: just tell them your staying at your friends for the night.

Maggie: I can't I'm sorry Lars.

that's when I saw the look on his face and I knew if I walk out the door I will to feel the same like I did before and so that's when I changed my mind and said.

Maggie: okay Lars I will stay.

Lars: really?

Maggie: ya just let me see if I can get my friend to cover for me first.

Lars: okay I will be in the kitchen while your making the call to your friend.

and with that he gave me a kiss on the lips and walked out of the living and towards the kitchen to make a nice dinner for him and I as I start to make the call to my friend Jess.

Lars's point a view

here I am in the kitchen while she is making a call to her friend and let's just say I am so happy that she came to see me I have missed her I know what I had said but I just had to see her that night when Dean and I brought her car back I did see her at her window I didn't think she would even be up in the middle of the night but she was, seeing her standing there touch me I didn't want to leave her let alone let her go the way I did but I had to.

and when we drove back here to my house Dean had said something to me before stepping out of my car he told me that just looking at me he knew it would be hard  but I had to let her go and for get about her I told him it was never going to happen and I had it rough to the sleepless nights not having her it just went down hill yes I have the dog but with out Maggie it was hard,I thought I had it bad but when she told me how she was doing it hurt me but here we are now and I know that this has to be one final time till it's the right time but  that's alright cause having her here now is making me happy again just like she's happy again being her with me.

any ways here I am making dinner for her and I and just then I see her walking in the kitchen telling me that  it's all good that she can stay the night............................................................................. 

after dinner was done we sat at the island while eating our meal while talking I end up making a good steak dinner with mashed potatoes with home made gravy on top and green beans witch all came out really good but the best thing that was better then the dinner was having my angel here with me.

after we eat we end up doing the dishes together and putting them away then we went to the living room and had some wine and continue to talk just then my phone goes off and it was Dean I had to put mine and Maggie's conversation on hold just to answer his call to tell him that it wasn't a good time but he said he needed to talk but that's when I told him again that it just wasn't the best time and he wanted to know why, I couldn't tell him so that's when I told him not to worry about it and that's when he had a feeling and so he asked the one question that he wanted to know and that was about Maggie he wanted to know if she was here and so I told him that it's not his concern if she was or wasn't here and that is when he took it as a yes, soon after that he said okay I will just talk to you tomorrow and then that's when the call ended and then Maggie and I started talking again.

Maggie's point a view 

after we had dinner, did dishes and had drinks while talking we end up heading up stairs to his room and as we enter his room he grab me by the wrist and pulled me into him, that's when he started touching me witch I missed so much just then he cupped my face and started kissing me and that's when I started to kiss him back, just then things started to get heated as they use to be before when I was here with him just as the thought came our clothes end up being on the floor and just like that we end up on his bed as we where getting hot heavy all I could think of was dam I miss this heated s****l moment with him.

Lars's point a view 

feeling her soft skin was feeling so good where I knew I was definitely missing her so much I just didn't know it was this bad and it is I just could not stop doing what I was doing to her and hearing her moan had really gotten to me all I could think was God I missed this and the sound of her moaning and so that's when I just kept on f*****g her where we where sweating while getting heated..............................after we where done we just laid there telling each other how bad we miss this with each other soon after that we both got up from the bed and took a shower together........................... soon after our shower we end up going to bed but not before saying missing you just then we cuddled and fell asleep in each other's arms.

Maggie's point a view

it's the next morning and I knew I had to get back home and so that's when I got up with out waking him I didn't want to leave him but I knew I had to and seeing him sleep so happy made me happy but I know once he wakes up and notices I'm not here will change him.

before heading out I knew I had to write him a note saying that I had a very good time and that I love you and will miss you and that also I will see you when the time is right.

after writing the note I said buy to my girl and told her to watch over her dad and that I will be back when I can soon after I went out the door and walked over to my car and got in then drove off heading back  to my house.

Lars's point a view

as I woke up I had saw that she wasn't here a part me was hoping she was still her but another part of me knew she had left, so as I walked out of my room and head down stairs that's when I had notice the note on the table that she had left for me, after reading it that's when I went to get my phone to text her.

Lars: morning angel I had a great time to, I love and miss you too also you can count on it for sure angel ;) 

after I text her I walked into the kitchen and set my phone on the counter and started to make coffee as I did that I went back up to my room leaving my phone on the island to get ready to start my day.

Maggie's point a view

as I got to my house that's when I had saw that Lars had texted me and so I opened the message and that's when I saw what he had said and sent him a winking face back after doing that I got out of my car and headed inside my house and up to my room to change my clothes just as I got to my room and shut the door that's where there was knock on my bed room door it end up being my mom she was letting me know that her and my dad will be home late tonight and that if I want to I can order a pizza or a sub and so I said okay.

after she walked away I ended up calling my best friend Jess asking her if she wants to come over and hang out with me and that's when she said ya plus she also wanted to know about last night with Lars and so I said okay and with that the call ended.

while waiting for her to arrive I end up changing out of what I was wearing from yesterday.............................................................. after changing that's when I herd a car pull up into the drive way witch got me to go to my window and that when I saw it was Jess I went down stairs real quick and open the door and that's when she walked in and asked about Lars while I had shut the door.

In case you wanna know how she knows about Lars I had told her about him when I came back home I had told her how it all went down at first she felt bad for me but when I told her how Lars really was to me that's when she felt not so bad for me. any ways I end up telling her about yesterday and last night, that's when she told me if I ever want to see him again she would cover for me but I told her it's not going to happen again for some time that Lars and I are going to wait for time to be right this time.

that's when she looked unhappy about it it's like she rather want me to be happy then not witch I am happy and I told her that, she didn't understand how and so I told her that him and I will see each other again it will be at prom and graduation and that's when she said awe I'm so happy for you guys. 

after the talk we had about Lars we diced to head out and go shopping witch I missed doing when I wasn't around and since I been now that's all her and I been doing we ended up taking my car and drove off my parents told me I could spend as much as I want they where the type of parents who where more laid back then others and so with that my girl and I went out and had a fun time.

Lars's point a view

here I am out and about and I thought I had saw her walking into a*****e with some girl I would go take a closer look but I didn't think it was such a good idea and so I just kept on going about on what I was going to do just then I herd a voice call out my name and that's when I turned around and saw that it was her I knew it had been after all I had saw her car just then I herd her asked me a question.

Maggie: Lars what are doing around this shopping area?

Lars: oh just out getting dog food for the dog.

Maggie: oh she's out?

Lars: just about.

Maggie: if you want I can get the dog food since she's mine too.

Lars: it's okay I got it.

Maggie: you sure ?

Lars: yes I'm sure angel.

just then the girl I saw with Maggie earlier had walked out and came walking towards her asking her if she's ready to go that's  till she saw me and asked me who I was but before I could say that's when Maggie said it first.

Maggie: Lars this is my best friend Jess and Jess this is Lars the one I told you about.

Jess: oh so your the famous Lars I had herd so much about?

Lars: I can see that you been talking about me angel ( with a smirk on his face )

Jess: oh yes she has and let me just say that it's good that you snatched her before any one else could I told her that she needs a boy friend in her life and well seems like she got her self a man instead. ( with a smirk on her face )

Maggie: Jess that's enough now.

Jess: what just talking to him.

Maggie: well he has to get going.

Jess: say Lars why you around here?

Lars: well I was telling Maggie that I am here to get dog food.

Jess: oh you have a dog that's cool.

Maggie: Jess I told you about the dog he got me.

Jess: oh it's the same one.

Lars: yes it is well I got to go and angel you take care okay I will see you when the time's right.

Maggie: okay.

and with that I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked off into the pet store getting the dog food as they got into her car and drove off.

Maggie's point a view

as Jess and I got into my car she had asked me if I was okay and I told I was but I knew that she knew I really wasn't and seeing him made me happy but at the same time I felt hurt he wasn't like how he was with me before and may be it's cause he's trying so hard to stay strong as well as I should be and so that's when I thought about it and diced that I am going to be strong to. and Jess knew what I was doing when I told her I was okay but I have to be strong I can't brake down every time, Lars wouldn't want that and so I carried on while having a good time with my girl...................................................................... after having a long day we end up heading back to my house and brought the shopping bags inside with us and Jess end up staying over the night where we ended up ordering pizza and watching movies and no there not romance Jess said it's not good that we watch them seeing the situation that's happening in my life so we end up watching comedy witch is fine with me I could use a good laugh the move that we end up watching was sextuplets witch was very funny.......................................................................... after watching movies we had end up going up to my room and hanging out in there just then that's when I herd my parents my dad end up knocking on my door telling me that they are home and that there going to bed my mom did say they would be home late and well here it is late any ways Jess and I diced to get ready to go to bed and get sleep our self's and with that I shut the light off and we both got into bed and went to sleep after having a long day just then I end up in dream land where Lars would be.

Lars's point a view

it's finally night and I'm here at home alone like I been except last night witch was the best night out of all night's that she hadn't been here any ways I thought that it would be best for me to try and get sleep so I end up heading to bed as I got to my room I turned on the light and changed into my bed clothes then I shut the light off as I got into bed and that's when I closed my eyes to get sleep.