Stability was what kept the mind sane. It gives a sense of normality, gives the mind the ability to think and tell right from wrong. The correct environment and how a person is raised is what gives them the sense of stability. I did not get to experience that.
I was lied to my entire life. A harsh realizations that I had just come to learn about. My father isn't my father, he is my uncle instead. My true father, my biological father, is still alive. Yet, this did not change the fact that I am a murderer, that I have taken the lives of innocent people, including my own mother.
Despite these things, I managed to keep at least a sliver of my sanity. I am far from normal or what society sees as perfect but I'm still surviving. I was still grasping onto the necessities needed to survive out i
