Lily Andrews life is really great her one desire is her crush actually wanting her as well. things are going great for both her

chapter 20

the leaves have all fallen and completely died, and snow has started to build up in the pack borders and the lake has frozen over, it's the middle of november.

lily opens her eyes and looks at the window to see snow lightly falling from the sky. She sits up and stretches and looks around. There's a note lying on Eric's pillow saying him and James went to the training grounds to train.

Between Eric and I, James' strength has increased tremendously and he's showing growth really fast. James and Eric have been spending alot of time bonding with one another and have grown very close. Eric fits right in with my family.

I stand up and walk into my closet to grab something to wear. I pull out a red plaid long sleeved dress and some knee high socks thinking the outfit would look cute.

time for a shower. I walk into the bathroom and get undressed quietly and climb into the shower and turn the water on to hot.

I lean my head against the shower wall as the hot water drenches my hair and skin.

5 and a half months. Where did the year go?

"Lily, we will be ok. Eric is looking out for us, he's training James extra hard so that he can help in the fight against Edward, Colin and Liam-"

"Liam is not trying to save me. If he's going to fight Edward, it'll be to save the people Edward has taken and for the packs he's destroyed. you seen my memories, he used me. He doesn't care about me. It was a game for him, and our mate cant even strike Edward without his entire memory being erased, let alone possibly killed.

I finish my shower and get out and get dressed into the dress i had picked, deciding to check if my parents need anything i walk out of my room and head towards the livingroom where my mom and dad are.

"hey kiddo." my father says as i walk in.

"hey dad, hey mom."

"Colin will be coming in a month to bring anything we need to his pack house so you need to pack anything you don't want to lose when Edward arrives along with anything that you have that can lead to Liam and colins pack please."

I nod and fiddle with my fingers. "is Colin coming by himself?" worried that Liam might come with him.

My father looks at me and gives a light smile. "if your wondering if Liam is coming Colin has already said they still haven't figured out whats wrong with him and he wouldn't bring him here. hes thinking of bringing Brian instead."

I nod. "itll be good to see Brian again its been too long and i miss him."

my mom smiles and looks over at me. "you look beautiful darling, your fathers put totes outside your bedroom door for you to pack your stuff in.

"alright, well i guess ill get started while Erik is with James." i grab a water bottle and head back to my room picking up the empty totes and walking into my room.

As I walked into my room i realize just how many things i have around of liam. Pictures of the 3 of us and pictures of him and i as well as gifts from him. I grab some clothing that i want to keep and start packing away the pictures, wrapping them in the clothing.

As im packing things in the tote, I feel a shiver run down my back and suddenly feel warm, as well as a very warm feeling in between my legs.

i sniff the air and catch a slight smell of eric. The warmth in between my legs intensifies and I realize I'm aroused. Whats going on.

"i wouldn't worry about it, your turned on and want your mate. maybe hell show up soon." Embrey says licking her lips.

I roll my eyes. She's always turned on. This feels different though, like a need to fulfill. i walk over to the cabinet under the tv and start clearing that off when i get a huge draft of eriks scent i turn around and lean against the cabinet. OH my goddess, that's intense.

the door to the room opens and Erik walks in and i look at him quickly. it doesn't take long for him to close the space between us as he stands infront of me.

"somethings off" I say feeling as though im in a sauna.

I notice Eric's eyes flash between his normal color and darker. something in my clicks. I feel like im 100 degrees, I want to rip Eric's clothes off, im aroused. oh no.

"Eric you gotta go."

it's too late Eric places a hand behind my neck and kisses me. the kiss feels intense and yet my face feels cool from his touch.

Eric gets down on his knees and pulls my underwear off quickly. I let out moans as his hands glide down my legs giving a cool sensation to my skin.

with a quick motion his tongue is separating my folds. almost hungrily. he takes my clit in his mouth and swirls it around. I lean against the cupboard moaning loudly and place one hand in his hair.

this is a heat. I've never had one and we only briefly learned about it. im screwed.

I can feel myself tighten as im about to orgasm. erics grip on my thighs tighten.

"oh goddess" I yell out as I let my orgasm take hold and Eric licks it all.

before I have a second to breathe Eric stands up and unbuckles his pants revealing his very erect p***s. he lifts one of my legs up on his arm and thrusts into my core hard.

I moan loudly and place my hands on his shoulders. lifting my other leg around his waist while still partially on the cupboard.

he thrusts harder and faster until he empties himself in me. my whole body feeling somewhat cooled down, but it's not enough.

Eric lifts me up and carries me to my bed, he sits me down and rips my dress off.

I lift his shirt off of him and he quickly unclasps my bra and puts one of my n*****s in his mouth crawling ontop of me.

I reach down and push his pants and boxers all the way off wrapping my legs around him just wanting all of my body to be touched by him to feel some coolness to my skin.

Eric lifts his head to look at me his lips crashing onto mine eagerly. I part my lips to allow his tongue in, not being able to help the moans escaping. Eric quickly lines his d**k up with my core and thrusts into me hard. he entangles both his hands with mine and continues thrusting in and out of me. the room filling with the sounds of our moans.

-24 hrs later-

I wake up, but keep my eyes closed I can feel erics arms wrapped around me.

what the hell embrey.

"its what happens when your mated you go into heat and well it was only 24 hours of pure animalistic s*x. the heat cycle is there for a reason."

"theres only one reason for a heat cycle." thats when the realization sets in and I sit up quickly. "No!" I look around my room and its totaled theres broken furniture everywhere. I jump out of the bed and start frantically pacing.

"Lily?" erics groggy face jolts me to his attention as he sits up.

"Eric." tears start welling up in my eyes.

Eric rubs his eyes and looks around to see the room destroyed and then sees me as a tear falls. he quickly jumps out of bed and goes to pull me in his arms and I pull away.

"what did we do, no this cant be happening." I drop to my knees on the floor and put my head in my hands.

Eric kneels down still confused. "Lily what happened?"

"we did."