At his will

Getting Acquainted

Alicia POV:

I felt him rising in excitement, and my nerves started acting up. I started moving clumsy.  He lifted my chin, kissed me and said "no need to be nervous honey, I'll be as gentle as I can".  

That's why he never rushed me; he thought I was scared of losing my virginity, hump! partially true.  We kissed and he caressed my body slowly and sensually.  he kissed my lips, my neck, my chest.  He put his finger on my dress strap and slid it down my shoulder; then the other exposing my breast.  He looked at them and it seemed like he only just realized that it was the first time that he had seen them or me naked for that matter.  

Now he seemed like the nervous one.  He pulled me in and hugged me and whispered "I love you so much Alicia" and just kept holding me.   It felt like close to five minutes before he let me go; he laid me on the bed, put his arms around me and we started talking about our individual dreams and aspirations, our plans for our family; what we wished for or expected, we talked about our jobs; our future at our jobs.  

Raymond is very smart, caring and interesting, we talked till about four in the morning, and then we got quiet and drifted off to sleep in each others arms.

I woke up happy, looking forward to spending the day with my husband.  When I woke up I saw breakfast but no Ray.  He left a note saying he went to the hospital to call and he'll explain.  I called and he told me not to worry that as a favor to the hospital he volunteered at back home he would look at a patient here.  I sighed and told him to take care and good luck.

While eating I heard two beeps on my phone 'was it Ray texting to say he missed me' I blushed, Oooh a voicemail; even better.....................

Tyson sounded hurt!

Raymond POV :

My mind is elsewhere, I feel somber  and sad, Alicia is in the bathroom showering, I should step out and give her some privacy, sigh.  I move to get up and leave and she steps out of the shower looking so deliciously fine in a black and gold two piece number, she smiles shyly and ask if I like it, of course I like it; she's beautiful and sexy what man wouldn't. I simply reply "me love" not to be smart or anything but that's all the words I can muster to get my point across.

I got out of bed walked over to her and held her waist and squeezed; her bare flesh was so silky smooth and soft. I lean in and plant my lips on hers, she moved her head in sync with mines and it turned me on to a point I never thought possible. No other female has ever made me feel this amount of longing. In between kisses i reassured her by saying "no need to be nervous honey, I'll be as gentle as I can";  I deepened the kiss and she followed suit seeming as into it as me, that was my undoing! I leaned pelvis away from her so I won't scare her away with this raging monster.

I close my eyes trying to get the vision of me entering her succulent softness out of my mind... this is torture!

I thought she wasn't ready for this, but maybe it's me who isn't ready. 

I continued to kiss and caress her body, she is so amazingly sexy i can't get over her.  We continue our make out session and I slid her dress off she was in front of me with all her glory.

I can't do this tonight; I'm ready but I'm not. I don't have all of her and I won't settle for less. when she loves me I'll make love to my beautiful wife.

The day I deflower her will be unforgettable and special but today is not that day.

"I love you so much Alicia" i whisper while she's cuddled under me. I just inhale her scent and get lost in her caress. I lay her on our bed and pull her into me; we talked for what seemed like hours until she fell asleep,  I hope she's not disappointed in tonight but I believe that this is the best action for our developing relationship at this moment.

I soon drift off to sleep myself. I'm jolted awake by my phone's ring tone; its one of my best buds from college, I wonder what he wants at this hour. "Hello?" I answer groggy, sleep still in my system. "I'm sorry to call you at this hour bro, but I really need your help" this statement brings me to life. "What's the matter? Talk to me! Are you hurt?" I bombard him with questions and soon realize I need to shut up so he can tell me what's going on.  "No, I'm fine I have a six year old here and I believe he has Croisee (a unique type of leukemia (made up)). I need your opinion man, I can't get on to our emergency neurologist and the guy here is clueless, he's been running test all night and I feel like we're running out of time!" He hustles but I understand him clearly. "I'm on my way man, give me fifteen minutes" I hang up and move to rise and then I see that Alicia is sound asleep on my arm. To move and interrupt her peaceful, angel like sleep would be a crime; but a life is on the line so I gently slide her off and jump into my clothes and head to the hospital; not before ordering breakfast for my wife! I don't think I'll ever get tired of saying that.

Alicia POV :

His voice cracked and was hard to understand; he was saying how he left the island and he would give me the space I requested.  My stomach fell into a blender when he said that his one wish in life was to see me again.

He hung up abruptly, leaving me wanting more; if never to see him again at least to hear his voice.  What was going on with me?  

The entire morning I couldn't focus, I moved like a mummy, just being; not thinking.  I played the voicemail over in my head a hundred times. "He left the island on my request" didn't say where he went, I just lost him, the end.

The day had dragged by and I had nothing to show for it; Didn't make any progress as to what I had planned in my mind; didn't go anywhere and didn't eat anything, I just fought between my mind and my heart.

The phone rang......and rang.......and rang "stop being a coward" I yelled at myself, I got to the phone and answered "yes hello".

"Are you having so much fun that you can't pick up the phone and call me?" Rachel joked.

Rachel has been my best friend since elementary school, she knows all of me; we have no secrets, "Alicia what's wrong hunnie?" she asked, I guess from her instincts kicking in.

"Rachel, I met this guy and we..."

"You slept with him? OMG! Does Ray know, did you sleep with Ray?"

"No, no, none of that".

"Then spill; my mind is running a 100 meter dash here"

"His name is Tyson" I lingered.

"And"

"And let me finish; he's from here.  We met last week, we had breakfast, we talked.  We did NOT sleep together, I'm still a virgin".

"Still!? You're not serious, what about Ray?"

"We've been spending a lot of time together, it was fun, he's at the hospital now, working".  I looked at the time, almost six in the afternoon "He should've been home by now".

"Mmm, someone sounds worried"

"Of course he's my hus..., I am"