I’m so tired.
I am currently sitting in my car, in the school parking lot, finishing up my homework.
Once I finished, I got out of my car and then locked it.
Then I made my way inside the school and headed towards the building where my locker resides.
“Oh my gosh, guess who hit me up?” Serena asks me while leaning against her locker, and as I was opening mine up.
“Who?” I asked her while putting Heidi’s food in my locker.
I hope it’s Tommy.
“It’s Tommy from the football team, and he got committed to go play football for Stamford next fall.” She explains to me with a cheeky grin.
I give her a grin of my very own.
“Well that’s good.” I tell her.
“Damn right it is, my virgin ass is finally going to have a boyfriend.” Serena explains with a laugh.
“Oh my gosh Serena.” I chuckled.
“What? I need a boyfriend already.” She huffs.
Making me giggle.
“He’ll come, like I said, take things slowly.” I explained while closing up my locker, after grabbing what I needed for my morning classes.
“Easy for you to say, you and Charles were each other’s firsts.” Serena explains to me.
This made me blush a little bit.
Well, it is true though.
“I regret telling you that.” I sigh whilst crossing my arms over my chest.
“But it’s so cute.” She coos.
“Yeah, I guess so.” I agreed.
“Was it romantic?” She randomly asks me.
“Kind of, I was in pain a day or two later instead of right when it happened, I guess it just depends on the girl.” I tell her as a matter of fact.
“Oh, I see, it better not be painful for me.” She rhymes.
“Well, we just have to see once it happens for you.” I explained.
Then the bell rings.
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“I have to remind you guys, every school year, I like to spread mental awareness in all of my classrooms, I know it’s not time for mental awareness day or month I may say, but I still would like to address for a whole week. Because my own mom killed herself a few years back, she was a schizophrenic, she died because she kept thinking the alien people were going to kill her.” My teacher explains to us while clearing her throat.
This made me frown at that.
But Bulimia is mainly dietary I believe.
So, I’m going to be okay.
“Anyways, please do not hesitate to come to me, if you’re going through anything, or even planning on doing anything, that’ll harm yourself, and whoever is around you as well.” My teacher, Mrs. Grim tells us all.
Well okay, I mean, as long as I don’t tell anyone that I am bulimic, then I’m in the clear.
For some reason, this talk about mental illnesses, is making me uncomfortable.
But I ignore the uncomforting feeling.
That’s lurking inside me now.
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“I’m going to die from this damn heat.” A member on my team groans.
Then she collapses on the track field, on her back.
She’s okay though, just keeps whining.
“Come on Fernandez, you got this.” I tell her.
I then offered her hand, and she then looked up at me, then gladly took it.
“Thanks Macie.” She says with a grin once she was back on her feet.
“No problem, now let’s keep running.” I tell her.
“Let’s go.” She explains.
We then continued running one last lap around the track with our other teammates.
“Hey Macie!” I hear Shelly yell.
Making me turn around and see a smiling Shelly run to me.
I laughed and then let her embrace me in a hug.
Without hesitation, I hugged her back.
“How’s school today?” I asked her while pulling away.
“Eh, it was boring of course.” She sighs while playing with the ends of her dark brown.
“Well just focus, plus you need a C or higher to be able to stay on the cheerleading team.” I tell her.
“Yeah, that is true.” She agrees.
“Yep, now get on to practice, I’ll see you when I see you.” I tell her while giving her a playful shove with my hip, with a smile.
She then smiles back.
“Yes sir.” She laughs and gives me a playful shove with her hip.
Making me laugh.
“Alright now get.” I laugh.
After she leaves, I shake my head while smiling.
Love that girl.
“Awh, was that Charles’ little sister?” A girl comes up to me and asks.
“Yeah it was.” I chuckled.
“She looks just like him.” She tells me.
“I know, it’s crazy.” I laughed.
“Let’s go Varsity!!” I hear my coach yell.
My teammates and I run over to her and gather around her.
Later on, I get inside my house and then make my way into the kitchen.
I put the empty container in the kitchen sink, and then start washing it.
“Oh, hey Macie.” Marissa says once she gets inside from the backyard.
She is wearing a purple with blue polka dotted bikini, that has a pushup bra looking bikini top.
“Hi Marissa.” I say in a bored tone.
“Um, I’m going to have my boyfriend over tomorrow night, so can you not be over, or just stay hidden from him?” Marissa asked me.
“Why Marissa?” I asked her while drying the container.
“Because, I don’t want him to feel awkward around you.” She explains and then walks out of the living room/kitchen.
This made me sigh.
She needs to go already.
I'm so tired of having her here.